listen to the books over and over again. She did listen to them over and over. But, for Fern, the words filling the car didnât touch her.
Was she doing the right thing? The right thing for Cass? Her own needs were secondary. She was taking Cass from everything she knew, from all that was solid and dependable â her home, her school, her support workers that she loved and trusted. And her father, of course. And for what? An instinct that things would be better for Cass if they moved. It wasnât much, this instinct. Especially weighed against what might be lost. But it felt right and she had to trust it.
On the stereo, Ellie led those closest to her down into Hell.
Fern hoped she wasnât doing the same.
Holly
âMum,â wailed Holly. âTell me youâre not serious!â
âI know, chicken. I know. But thereâs no way round it.â Ivy Holley waved her arms in a helpless fashion. The sponge in her hand sprayed fine droplets of dirty water over Hollyâs face. âThe spare room just doesnât work for Fern and Cassie. Think about it. Her wheelchair would have to come down the corridor, then do a ninety degree right turn and then another left into the spare bedroom. Thereâs no space to manoeuvre, chicken.â
âBut itâs my bedroom, Mum. Mine. Itâs got all my things in it. Itâs part of me.â
Ivy hugged her daughter. Holly shrugged away, barely aware of the sponge dripping down her back.
âI know. But once we get the spare room sorted, itâll be great in there. Obviously, weâll move all your stuff in. And it wonât be forever.â
âThe spare roomâs tiny.â
Ivy twisted her mouth.
âI wouldnât say tiny ,â she said. â Compact would be a better word.â
âItâs tiny.â
âAnd thatâs another reason it has to be this way. Fern and Cassie need two single beds. They wonât fit in the spare room. Unless youâre happy to share your room with Cassie.â
âNo way.â
âWell, I canât see how else itâs going to work, then.â
Holly couldnât see how else it was going to work either. But the fact that moving out of her own bedroom into a cramped spare room that smelled of mildew was the only practical alternative did not mean she should be happy about it.
âItâs not fair,â she said.
âNo,â said Ivy.
They looked at each other for a few moments.
âIâll get my things together,â said Holly.
Ivy nodded. âThanks, chicken.â
âI quite understand,â said Demi Larson. âNo, of course not. Family comes first ⦠Really, itâs not a problem ⦠Okay. See you on Monday, Holly ⦠Sure ⦠Take care. Bye.â
She flipped her phone shut and turned towards Kari Williams and Georgia Glasson. Her friends were taking it in turns to update their Facebook status every few minutes. Demiâs bedroom was entirely self-contained â well, at least as far as digital media devices were concerned. There was a state-of-the-art computer console, a plasma television with home theatre and DVD player and a powerful midi hi fi system. There were government agencies that werenât as well equipped.
âSheâs not coming,â said Demi.
âWhat do you mean?â said Kari.
âSheâs not coming, thatâs what I mean. Holly. Sheâs expecting family to arrive and feels she canât leave.â
âI knew she was a mistake,â said Georgia.
Kari tutted and shook her head. Turning down a Demi Larson invitation? It was inconceivable.
âIâve never been turned down before,â said Demi.
âItâs rude,â said Georgia.
âItâs impertinent,â said Kari.
âItâs interesting,â said Demi.
Holly
Ivy Holley moved from one bedroom to the other, carrying a large brass bell and chanting under her breath. As she