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Yvonne,
    I happened to watch The Movie Game on which you were a guest Monday June 8. I was about to turn it off and do the dishes when I saw you were on the panel. I’ll be honest the first thought was is she still beautiful. You were. I am glad to see your hair is still black and you wear a deep lipstick. I am only 22 and I’m some what of a celebrity myself. My name is Candy Darling and I am in Andy Warhol’s “Flesh” etc.
    The other women looked awful in those atrocious clothes. Yours were not too hot either. You looked terribly top heavy.
    That jacket is awful throw it out. You should never squint.
    The face and clothes don’t go together. You see this beautiful woman’s face and this big bush jacket Have you ever tried Helena Rubenstiens face cream?
    At the “Stud” Sandy Amerling arrives. It is a dark smokey afterhours joint filled with male hustlers S & M. Who does she see but Ed La Motta, head of Movie department at International Famous. Sandy wearing a black & White striped gown with stole spots Ed wearing faded denim pants and Leather jacket with chains. He has a T shirt on underneath that says Budweiser Beer. When Ed sees Sandy he is panic stricken and walks into the back room where no females are allowed.
    Charlie takes her home puts her on the bed.
    I’d offer you a drink only I don’t have anything here.
    him—Well I know of a place that’s open. I’ll get something be back in a little while.
    No don’t leave me. Charlie please kiss—
    boy friend comes back
    don’t come in here get out. No please leave cause
    I got somebody inside here and he’s bigger than you are so he might hurt your feelings.
    â€¦ said my hair was a mess that she thinks I am one of the most beautiful women she’s ever seen. Fat lot of good it’s doing me. 2:00 P.M.
    Canned Heat, “Lets work together” Joe Cocker, “Cry Me a River” If I am not working by Jan. and nothing’s happening I am going to go down to New Orleans and stay with Barbara & Teddy. There’s a club I can work in down there and I’ll change my name for luck to Chicquita. 7:30—Tony Mansfield called me up and when I told him it was my birthday he said “How old are you?” Jerry called and said he saw Lucian’s place it’s called everything for everyone. I called Nick Cantrell.
    As a girl you’re entitled to certain hopes certain needs. You have a right to expect that there will be a special place for you. These feelings are luxuries to me.
    William F. Buckley
    Mayor John B. Lindsay
    Garson Cannon, Zachary Taylor
    Darling who were you talking to?
    N.N. Why no one dear
    Did I hear a man’s voice
    N.N. Oh that was Mary wasn’t it Mary. She has a frog in her throat.
    Mary—Oh yes there’s no one here (very deeply)
    Constance Bennett in Topper wore a dress like this. I want one too. I think in red chiffon.
    I ask for spiritual enlightenment
    a husband—your choice responsibilities accepted.
    a career—utilizing wisdom—K.L. Rhodes for my things
    Call Paul about moving my things
    Pick up things from
    Bob Heide
    Call Viva—
    Elspeth Terry
    get $ from Andy
    Call Danny
    Nelson Jerry—Jim
    I would prefer to live in a more romantic age when people danced together.
    Ah’d rather be silly old fool than a lonely old woman you see.
    Don’t I deserve pretty things like other girls.
    him—Oh you don’t need pretty things you are a pretty thing.
    Oh I wanted that dress and those pretty lamps. They were so dear.
    All of the protests embued with political views and social criticism that I am usually made to feel embarrassed by my lack of knowledge. I am used to watching television with my friend who is a U.N. diplomat and having him explain it all to me. Sometimes I may disagree on a point but I feel that he knows better than me. I’m not saying that all women should be like me. I’m just saying that my