also be surprised. Everyone assumes Iâm a great basketball player, which Iâm not. At least once a day I manage to bang my head in a low doorway. And sometimes Iâm a target for smaller guys with Napoleon complexesâlike this red-haired jerkâwho think they have something to prove.
âBawk, bawk, bawk.â The freckled kid makes chicken sounds. The guys around him grin.
Since Iâm the new kid, my âfatherâ is keeping an extra sharp eye on me. His name is Joe, and he is the thin, black-haired man who ordered me to strip in the windowless room when I first arrived. Joeâs eyes are puffy and red from spring allergies, and his nosetwitches constantly. He seems convinced that we are always up to no good. Already this morning I had to do twenty push-ups (the last ten on my knees) for not tucking in my shirt properly, while Joe screamed that I was a lazy, good-for-nothing slob with low self-esteem and no self-respect. I wanted to ask why he thought that, since he didnât know me at all. Of course, being a Level One, I couldnât say anything.
The red-haired kid goes quiet when Joe cruises slowly past our table. Joeâs body language says he thinks he may have heard something. I take another spoonful of cold scrambled eggs and stare straight ahead, chewing. According to the rules I must eat at least half of every meal. If I donât, whatever is left over will be served to me again at the next meal. No sooner does Joe pass than a small glob of eggs hits me on the side of the nose. Wiping it off, I slowly turn my gaze toward the red-haired kid, who bares his lizard teeth for an instant.
âWhat was that, Garrett Durrell?â Suddenly Joe is standing over me with his hands planted firmly on his hips. His voice is loud enough for the entire food hall to hear.
âSorry?â I answer.
âSorry, what?â His twitching nose reminds me of a rabbit.
âUh ⦠sorry ⦠sir.â
âWhat are you so sorry about?â Joeâs voice becomes shrill, like Hitlerâs when he was rallying the Nazis. I try not to stare at his nose. It takes concentration not to laugh.
âI⦠er ⦠donât know ⦠sir.â
Joeâs face tightens like a fist. âYou disrespecting me, punk? You donât know what?â
The food hall has gone still. Not a tap of a spoon or a slurp of juice. I keep my eyes aimed down at the table, but I know theyâre all watching me.
âI donât know, sir.â
âYou donât know
what!â
Maybe itâs the omnipresent headache, but Iâve lost track of what this is about. I stare down at the table and donât answer.
âStand up!â Joe shouts.
I do as Iâm told. My tired legs tremble and my sore knees ache when I put weight on them. Earlier this morning we had to run five miles in military-style leather boots through woods, across muddy streams, and up and down hills. We were not allowed to stop or walk. Those who grew too tired to run were forced to crawl on their hands and knees until they could run again. Standing now in the food hall, I glance out of the corner of my eye at a family of females at the next table. I know theyâre watching, but when I look, they avert their eyes. Except for one who sits apart from the others, her black hair pulled to the side and her blue eyes clear and unwavering. A square, handwritten cardboard sign hangs around her neck:
T WO YEARS AND STILL PULLING THE SAME CRAP .
Her eyes meet mine with a steady, knowing gaze.
âStand straight!â Joe shouts.
I straighten up and look down into Joeâs face. Oureyes meet. His are small, beady, and hard. His face is red with fury, and his forehead is lined. I canât understand what heâs so angry about.
âWhatâs that look?â he demands sharply.
âSorry, sir?â
âYou disrespecting me, Garrett?â
âNo, sir.â
Joe leans closer, his