conclusion: Sheâd abandoned us. Maybe it was out of shame that she hadnât contacted us. Maybe her drinking had gotten out of control, like mine was starting to. Whatever the reason, it hurt all the same.
To this day I canât think about it without feeling as if Iâve had the air knocked out of my lungs. Lighting a candle or saying a prayer wasnât going to change a damn thing. I stare down at the sandwich on my plate, oozing hummus and bristling with sprouts. Suddenly I want to throw up.
I must look a little green, because Ivy takes pity on me. She steers the conversation onto other topics. We talk about her show at the Headwinds Gallery in two weeksâ time, for which sheâs been frantically preparing. I tell her about my fun morning getting sprayed with woodchips at the Caswellsââthe tree-trimmer I hired to limb their trees wielded his chainsaw as if it were a six-shooter and he a Wild West gunslingerâand then fishing a dead possum out of the swimming pool at the Russos.â Finally I get around to dishing the latest on the Trousdale divorce.
Douglas and Joan Trousdale are the wealthiest of my clients by a couple of zeros. Douglas is CEO of Trousdale Realty, where I worked as a broker; itâs easily the most successful realty in town, judging by the signs with his grinning mug marking every other property for sale in these parts. He also owns the Fontana Spa and Wellness Center, where my mom worked, which he inherited from his father when the old man died ten years ago, and which is now world renowned due to his promotional efforts, with franchises in several other locationsâPalm Springs, La Jolla, and Las Vegas. Joan is a prominent socialite and on the board of several charities.
They own three homes: their primary residence in the tony San Francisco neighborhood of Pacific Heights, where Joan now lives alone; the condo in Pacifica, where Douglas is currently shacked up with his twenty-five-year-old mistress; and the oceanfront estate in La Mar that I manage. The latter sits on ten acres and boasts an Olympic-sized swimming pool, tennis court, and not one but two guesthouses, one of which my boyfriend Daniel occupies rent-free in exchange for maintaining the grounds. (His meager salary as a tenure track assistant professor at the university wouldnât cover his living expenses otherwise). Meanwhile, Douglas and Joan are so busy fighting over who gets what and when each should have use of itâin a divorce so epic it makes all others seem like minor squabbles in comparisonâthe La Mar house sits empty for the most part. Not for much longer, however; their son Bradley is due to arrive soon for an extended stay.
I have yet to meet the man. All I know about him is that heâs a combat cameraman for CNN based in the Middle Eastâand an only child, the apple of his motherâs eye. Heâs flying in tomorrow from New York, after three months in Afghanistan. One of the items on my to-do list for today is to ready the house for his arrival.
âWho cares if heâs stuck up? Heâs hot,â says Ivy after Iâve expressed my low expectations regarding the only son of billionaires. A while back, I made the mistake of mentioning he was good-looking, which I know from the photos of him scattered throughout the house.
âWhatâs that got to do with it?â
âEverything. But if you two fall in love, itâll be kind of awkward with him and Daniel living on the same property. Then I guess heâll have to find another place to live. Daniel, I mean.â
I frown at her. âSeriously, what has he ever done to make you dislike him?â
âNothing. And I repeat, I donât dislike him.â She retrieves a piece of bacon thatâs fallen out of her sandwich and pops it in her mouth. âHeâs a perfectly nice guy. Heâs also intelligent and kindhearted and environmentally conscious. But face it, Tish,