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write which is a good thing because I’ve been blocked the past couple of weeks. Maybe it’s because Cody is on tour and I’ve had alone time with this document either way I’m thrilled I’m over it I shut down my laptop after writing a few chapters as it was all I could seem to get out maybe tomorrow I will find inspiration to help me write more.I roll out of bed the next morning in search to find more inspiration for my next chapter. I take a quick shower and throw on a simple pair of jeans and a t-shirt I let my hair air dry even though it will just go into a big head of waves, I grab my laptop, keys and a bikini just in case then head out the door. I decide to sit on the beach as the sun is shining I take in the fresh air and my surroundings I look at the kids swimming in the sea so carefree while their parents are like lifeguard’s watching them can’t say I wouldn’t blame them. The water is clear blue today and it looks to good glistening in the sun I decide to change into my bikini and take a swim I walk slowly towards the sea feeling the sand between my toes it reminds me of home the beach I used to always go to the beach when I was blocked I don’t know why I didn’t think of it better later then never I suppose. I feel the water at my toes now and it’s so refreshing I savor it for a few seconds then I dive into the water its cold at first and I get a shiver down my spine but then it turns into complete bliss I’m lost in my thoughts until I feel strong hands around my waist I close my eyes and get a lump in my throat I want to cry tears of happiness as he kisses my neck he’s home finally. ’’Surprise’’ he mummers into my ear. I turn around to face him and he’s already looking at me with a big shit eating grin I laugh out loud and wrap my legs around his waist I’ve always wanted to be like this in the water wrapped around someone like people from movies. ’’Hey you ‘’I poke him. ’my last couple of shows were cancelled and I came straight back not that I could stay away from this much longer’’ I hide my smile’’hmm are you trying to say that you missed me? ’No I’m telling you that I’ve missed you’’ ‘’ well I missed you too’’ I look into his perfect eyes I see the truth in them and I know at that moment that he’s telling the truth. ‘’you’re like a wildflower out here just looking to be found’ ’he presses his lips to mine and I replay that sentence in my head again and again he really is unflawed. ’You found me’’ ‘’I guess I’m a lucky guy then’  .I think coming out here today was a success I sure got the inspiration I needed and a hell of a lot more I got Cody. After we get out of the water we dry off and head to my hotel room I take another shower and Cody does too. I lie on my bed and open my laptop and begin writing about today and what I learned Cody slides into bed with me it’s weird when his body guards aren’t around because right now he’s just like a normal 21 year old guy. ’’What are you writing about’’ he asks. I look at him a smile happy that he wants to know what I’m doing ‘’I’m writing about today about you’. This catches his attention because he sits up ‘’ oh really now you’re writing about me?’’ ‘’ya I mean I want to write a book someday so I write down everything that inspires me and I guess that’s you’’. He looks at me and then at my laptop and shuts it down he gets up and puts it on my night stand he comes back and slides into bed I roll my eyes at him and bite my lip ‘’ don’t roll those beautiful eyes ‘’he says and his voice is husky and smooth , it shuts out the bedside lamp and pulls me into the curve of his body I look up at him as he holds me studying his face he has a little freckle under his left eye that I never noticed ,he has the longest eyelashes I’ve ever seen on a guy before ‘’why are you looking at me like that?’’ he asks ‘’I’m