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this is some crazy shit someone is in there and I know I wasn’t seeing things .that’s when I see him walking towards me my word stops like literally it’s like seeing him for the first time again, I’m running, I’m in his arms, I’m been swung around, my legs are around his waist I’m with Cody my Cody. ’You stayed’’ he says so softly I barely here him. ’For you, I’m home’’ I whisper back. He grabs my face and kisses me with everything maybe this is right him,me,us,this now he pulls back and looks into my eyes I hear him say ‘’blue ‘’under his breathe.
     
     
    ‘’ne me quitee pas’’
    I smile with a knowing smile.
    ‘’je suis a toi’’
    I am yours.
     
     
     
     

10          Chapter 10-right here right now.
     
    4 days later
    It’s been 4 days since I last saw Cody and decided on staying here it was my best hope for my future and it has been the best few days of my life I got to spend it with Cody, I even started my new job witch I love . I’ve been staying at my hotel still as I want to have something that’s mine you know... I don’t want to depend on him for everything I’m not like that I’m independent I’m me. He’s on tour at the moment for a week in los anlages California he asked me to go too but I don’t think that’s the life for me I don’t get being famous it’s stupid and it’s all about money . I even use a pen name when I write that’s how much I don’t want people to know about me or my personal life because with fame you don’t have that I’ve seen it with Cody he can’t even walk to the supermarket or been a normal adult and live his life the way he wants it’s all set out for him his whole life. Towards me I don’t know what I want in life all I know is I want to be a writer and have Cody by my side is that so much to ask for ?. I’m off work until Monday and today is only Friday and I’m bored off my head already what am I meant to do in a bloody hotel room on my own NOTING. I jump off my bed and root threw my stuff until I find my fortune cards I’ve missed these and maybe they might answer some of my questions like… is staying here right for me? Is Cody right for me? Will I get into college etc.? I shuffle them and then choose my nine cards I turn them over one by one. They say that I have a new love in my life witch I do … I also have money coming and a new home, my new jobs also shows up and there is a health scare I think about all my cards in my head and read the definitions to be clear, yep an health scare I’m not sick so I don’t know what that’s about yet maybe it’s noting maybe it’s something who knows… but for these cards to actually work you need to believe in them and use your mind and choose them write usually my cards are right I mean everything in my last reading is happening right now so maybe this health scare is to come and it didn’t happen yet but it’s there either way and I always trust these cards there like my guide in life I should lead right here right now. I open my laptop and begin writing.
     
     
     
     
     
     

11          Chapter 11-just breathe.
     
     
    I love the sound of a keypad typing it means I’m writing something that means everything, straight from my mind it’s a relief to get things typed down.
    ‘’Breathe in
    Breathe out
    Just breathe
    And let it all out.’’
    That’s my motto for writing I always say it over  and over when I’m writing it helps me for some reason I guess it just lets my mind run free just listing to myself breathe and nothing else in complete silence.
     
    At the end of the day life is always about steps just take those steps and move forward not backwards your noting going that way.
     
    Did you ever get into one of those trances and you just keep writing you just can’t seem stop even though you haven’t a clue what you writing about well yeah I just had one of those on this day since I’ve been alone it’s all I’ve done was