be professional and everything would be fine.
But as tired as she was, she still couldnât get the picture of him out of her mind.
And despite how well everything had been laid out in her mind, she hardly slept at all that night.
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Kirsten and Seth had been out on the trail for more than an hour. âOver there is Blue RockCreek where I used to go swimming in the summer.â Kirsten pointed to the west of the trail.
She sat atop a plump dappled mare named Sterling, and Seth rode a tall dark stallion more Thoroughbred than quarter horse, named Noir. Both animals were the best-trained horses Kirsten had ever seen, and so it was a pleasure to venture forth on the trail until they were beyond the tree line and well into high country.
âDid you take your horse up here then? Back when you were younger?â he asked.
Shaking her head, she said, âI never had my own horse. We could never afford it, but sure, I trailed here. Hazel was always willing to lend a good rider a horse. Whenever I had a down moment as a teen, all I had to do was ask and sheâd give me one of her best barrel racers. And after a long ride up here to heaven, nothing seemed so bad anymore. Nothing.â
She glanced at him and smiled. Still nervous from the encounter the night before, sheâd been reluctant to open up, but once on the familiar trail with a good horse beneath her, she was in her element again and she felt in control once more.
âI even saw a grizzly up here once,â she confessed. âShe scared me half to death. And youknow, it was a worst case scenario. The grizzly even had two cubs with her.â
âYou were lucky she didnât come at you,â he said, turning a concerned eye to her.
Shrugging, she dismissed the danger. âShe was on the other side of the creek, and Iâm sure she wanted as little to do with me as I did with her. In fact, I can still remember what I thought back then. I thought of my own mother, who was protecting her cubs by bringing them back to Mystery.â She released a dark ironic smile. âItâs funny. I guess Iâm the mother with the cubs now.â
He seemed to freeze in the saddle. Slowly he queried, âHow many children do you have?â
She wasnât sure if sheâd heard him right. âDid you ask how many children I have?â
âYes,â came the wooden reply.
âDoes that factor into the job description?â she asked, unsure where he was going with the questions.
âIf you have children, I will understand that you may not want to stay at the ranch. I can give you a bungalow insteadââ
Laughing, she shook her head. âThanks for the offer, but the only child I have is an eleven-year-old sister named Carrie.â
And a mother whoâs weak from a successful dose of chemo, she added to herself.
âI like children.â His expression was scrupulously washed of all emotion.
âDid you come from a large family, then?â The question, she thought, was perfectly appropriate and not out of line.
He surprised her when he laughed. âI was the only child, raisedâif you could call it thatâentirely by my mother.â
âMy parents divorced, too,â she mentioned, gaze trailing to the jagged purple horizon iced with snow.
âMy parents werenât divorced. That would have been too honest.â Giving her a penetrating stare, he added, âMy father was a successful financier. He was absent from our lives, always away, having too much fun without us.â
âIâm sorry,â she offered, her hand stroking Sterlingâs salt-and-pepper mane as if to comfort. âBut at least your mother was there for you.â
He gave her an amused, jaded look. âYou know that old joke about the couple going into the restaurantâthe husband sees another woman there and gives her a big French kiss?â
She shook her head.
He continued. âWell, when