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can’t imagine loosing one of my brothers at such a young age. Yeah, I hate them from time to time, but even though they can act like a bunch of uncivilized human beings, I still wouldn’t want to see one die. Fuck, now what…
                  I’ve got it! I jumped up and started making plans for Ivy immediately. It’s been a few days, and Ivy has just made off that nothing ever happened and she goes on her merry way, and pretends everything is fine. I know it’s not fine. I told Lena to back off a bit for a while. I told her about how Ivy lost her brother and was sort of down over it. After she bitched awhile, I yelled at her, telling her to drop this shit or I was going to make waves with her and she wouldn’t like it. She swore she would keep her trap shut with what I told her. I didn’t tell her how, when or why I found out about Ivy’s brother, but I just needed to do something to show Ivy I’m not always a complete dick. Now that I have a plan, I hope I can pull it off without looking like a lunatic. I got back from getting my mustang
    cleaned. Got dressed into some dark distressed jeans, a black dress shirt, open collar, sleeves rolled up and black boots. Well, mine are Doc. Martin ’s and not those cute cowgirl boots Ivy wears. I slip in the family room to fill in my parents of me going out. Explaining to them about a new girl that recently came to our school. Nothing really important, just a movie, something eat. After my parents gave me the details of curfew and their usual speech on no drinking and driving and text and calling… Ugh, same song and dance every freakin time. Yeah, yeah.. Grabbed my Kenneth Cole Black leather jacket,  and I took off to get my other plans taken care of.
                  I pull up to Ivy’s apartment. I asked her friend, what’s her face… Anyway, I asked this girl I seen Ivy hang out, Becca, yeah, that girl. Anyways, I told her I wanted to go see if Ivy was ok, I said she wasn’t feeling too hot the day, just wanted to check in on her. After a few moments of studying me with narrowed eyes, she finally gave it to me. I thanked her and told her I wanted to surprise her. I swore on a pretend bible (Rolling my eyes) that I wasn’t going over to see her to be mean or play a joke on her. So with my guarantee, I took off, telling her I owed her one. Now I am sitting in the parking lot, I see her light is on in the front room I think. I slide out of my car, grab the flowers, clear my throat and walked up towards her door. I peeked in the window and seen Ivy sitting on the couch writing in a book. What is that like a diary or something? She had her TV on, but it didn’t look like she was watching it. I took a deep breath, slowly letting it out I went over and knocked on her door. I have no clue why I am nervous, I mean this isn’t like a real date or anything… Right? No, no its just being nice, making up for me being a dick.
                  Ivy opens the door, looks to the left of me, then the right, looks behind me and then to me finally. Her mouth, gaping open she was wearing some cute sexy secretary black rim glasses and her hair was piled up on top of her head in some sort of knot I think. I found myself twitching my lips back and forth, and some stupid bog ass smile slapped across my face.
                  “Are you lost?” Ivy asked me looking confused making me laugh at how cute she sounded. Her eye brows scrunched up looking like I am speaking a foreign language.
                  “No, I’m definitely not lost. I wanted to ask you to go out with me tonight. I realize I didn’t give you any time to prepare, I wanted to keep it a surprise. I said as a matter of fact. And gauging the look from Ivy, she didn’t believe me. She crossed her arms over her chest and lowering her head to look up over her glasses at me, she tucked her chin back to her chest.
                  “I don’t think so. Nice