sisters.
âDo you remember the horse?â she says. âYou loved it.â
What
is
she going on about? I never had a toy horse, I have green eyes, and I certainly never looked as strange as this kid. She must be getting mixed up. Old people get a bit confused, donât they?
âUm. No,â I say as politely as possible.
âSo how is your mum?â asks Helen and it sounds like sheâs also on her best behaviour. âThis must be a terribly difficult situation for her. Thank goodness Julieâs able to be with her.â
Julie is my gran. I suppose Louise must have told Helen her name.
âErr. I donât know how she is,â I say. âShe was in hysterics in the police car. Gran had to slap her face.â
âIâm not surprised. Poor Nicki.â
Iâm scanning my memory trying to think if Gran or Nicki ever mentioned knowing rich people calledHelen and Patrick. But Iâm certain they didnât.
âWell, Julieâs wonderful in a crisis,â says Helen. âAt least you know your mum is being well looked after.â
To my horror my eyes fill up. My lamination must be peeling off. I donât want my gran to look after my mum. I want her to look after me. I quickly turn my head away from Helen, and catch sight of a photo which is definitely me. Itâs the school photo taken in the last year at St Lukeâs. Itâs in a little frame, lined up with a row of pictures of other kids in school uniform. I suppose they must be Helen and Patrickâs grandchildren. So whatâs my picture doing there?
Jesus.
Oh my
God.
Jesus
Christ.
They canât be. Louise canât have. But what other explanation can there be?
âWould you like a sandwich, darling?â asks Helen, as Iâm wildly searching for alternative theories. That one word âdarlingâ settles it. You donât use that for a random teenager whoâs just been dumped on your doorstep as a favour to a friend. Not unless youâre bonkers or American, you donât.
Jesus.
How could my auntie do this to me?
I nod, struck completely dumb, and she goes into the kitchen. Left alone, I search frantically for somethingthat will tell me if Iâm right. I spot some letters on the mantelpiece and I pick one up and turn it over, looking for the name thatâs going to tell me that Iâm right. Thereâs nothing on the envelope so I pull out the letter and scan it for names.
God.
Mr Patrick Tyler.
God.
Theyâre not the parents of Sally the posh Geography teacher. Theyâre the parents of Danny Tyler, my waste-ofspace, completely absent father, whoâs never bothered to contact us since he pissed off when I was two.
Right on cue, Patrick enters the room. Mr Patrick Tyler, who must be my grandad. Patrick, who I very nearly punched in the teeth. What a brilliant start to our relationship.
âTyler, Iâd prefer it if you didnât touch our personal papers,â he says, and the devil dog snarls at me. I drop the letter right away, but Iâm not sure if Iâll ever be able to speak again.
Helenâs made me a cheese sandwich, but Iâm too choked to eat it. She looks worried, and says, âYou must be exhausted. Shall I show you your room, and you can have a shower and a rest?â
âYeah, thanks,â I mumble. I need to escape. She leads me up two flights of stairs and says, âIâm going to put you in the attic because youâll have more space and privacy up there.â
I imagine a dusty, dark, bare, spidery room. âYeah, fine, whatever.â
But when we get up there, itâs not like that at all. Itâs big, with a wooden floor and pale blue slanty walls and a window looking out over a huge garden. Thereâs a whole bathroom just for me. If you look up, you can see the beams criss-crossing up into the roof.
Thereâs a set of bunk-beds at one end, and where the wall gets slopey thereâs a