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Alexxxa
Book: Alexxxa Read Online Free
Author: D. T. Dyllin
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confused, I was sad… I was on my own personal emotional roller coaster and I didn’t know how to get off. At least I’d stopped crying. I hated to cry, it was just messy...not to mention embarrassing if anyone saw you. I had no idea what was going on with me anymore. My burnt out theory could still hold water, but somehow it felt like so much more. Whatever it was, somehow David was making it worse. I mean, who the hell was he to question my life? No one had ever taken advantage of me. I’d been the one who offered the blow jobs to those cops. And I was always the one who initiated things with Devlin…and other guys. Everything I’d done was my decision. No one took advantage of or manipulated me. I loved sex and I loved the affection it got me. But are you happy?
    “Shut the fuck up!” I yelled at my own thoughts. Maybe I was simply going completely insane. They always said it was okay to talk to yourself as long as you don’t answer… Did I just answer ? I laughed. I was being absolutely ridiculous. I knew what I needed. I needed to put everything back into perspective. I needed to be with someone who knew me, the real me. Not just the perception or image of me. I needed to see Devlin Saint. The memory of the last time I’d ever laid eyes on him snapped into my mind’s eye completely unbidden, and played there like an old distorted film strip.
    “Andy, baby, oh, fuck.” Devlin bucked underneath me as I levered myself up, and slammed down onto his slick cock, reverse cowgirl style. His callused hands snaked up to dig into my hips as he attempted to move me faster. I leaned back, my long blonde hair flowing across his chest and shuddered my climax. Devlin pistoned his hips a few more times before his release pulsed into me. He muttered something unintelligible before pulling me off him and tucking me into his side. “Goddamn, baby, you fuck like a champ.”
    I chortled. “You’re not so bad yourself.” I sat up on my elbow so I could study him. His chin length blond hair was a sweaty, tangled mess, framing his classically handsome chiseled jaw. His chocolate eyes were studying me as I studied him. “What are you thinking about, Dev?” I couldn’t help but ask. Something about him seemed more serious than normal.
    “I can’t go to L.A.” he mumbled as he tore his gaze away from mine. “My father’s company is here — and I’m going to take it over one day. I — I just can’t go.”
    Sudden heat suffused my body and I flew from the bed, my heart threatening to pound out of my chest. “Wha-what are you talking about?” I stammered, my vision faltering for a moment.
    Devlin sat up and met my gaze once more. “Stay here in Pittsburgh with me. I’ll make you happy, I swear it. We can — “
    “No!” I screeched. “You promised! You promised that we could go to L.A. so that I could — “
    “Be a fucking porn star?” Devlin stood and stalked towards me. “I only agreed because I thought you’d grow out of wanting that. I love you, baby, and I’m tired of sharing you.”
    I was completely blind-sided. “I thought you liked to watch me with other guys?”
    “It was hot — hell, it still is. But we’re not kids anymore. We’re not — “
    I trembled. “It’s my dream, Devlin. I want to be a porn star.”
    Devlin grabbed my shoulders, his fingers digging into my flesh painfully. “It’s one thing to watch you fuck my best friend, knowing you’re coming home with me, that it’s just sex with him and you love me, but — I don’t want the world to know how fucked up we are. It’s time for us to grow up, Andy.” He shook me while his eyes bore into mine. “We need to grow the fuck up and I want a life with you. A real life.”
    “No,” I whispered as tears pooled in the corners of my eyes. “I thought you understood — I thought you got me.”
    Devlin pulled me into him and I was enveloped in his warmth and scent. It only made me shake more. “I do get you, Andy baby. I’ve
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