him now, her breast brushing against his arm so slightly it could almost have been an accident. He swallowed hard and mentally cursed. This wasnât happening. He took another swig of his beer and nonchalantly scooted away from her.
Mark leaned forward, trying to get Darleneâs attention. âWhatâs wrong with you, girl? Canât you see the manâs in no mood for your company?â
âThis isnât any of your business.â She leaned forward, pressing against Linc more deliberately this time.
Darlene wasnât a bad person, and in another life he might actually have been attracted to her.
Anger pulsed through him. In all the years heâd been with Julia, heâd been faithful to her. Heâd never cheated, never even thought about it. And where had that gotten him? Seven years of marriage down the tubes and an empty house waiting for him.
He looked at Darlene. What ifâ¦
âIâm going home.â He stood and Darlene climbed down from the stool. âAlone.â He headed to the door and didnât bother looking back. He knew there wasnât anyone he wanted except Julia. And he might spend the rest of his life wanting something he couldnât have.
For five days, Linc waited for Julia to come back. He went to work every morning, expecting her to be there when he returned each night. Her spot in the garage remained tauntingly empty.
He called everyone they knewâand that was damnedfew people here in town. No one had heard from her. She hadnât contacted anyone, except to call in sick to work.
On Wednesday night he found the light on the answering machine blinking when he walked in the door. He pushed Play and Juliaâs voice filled the house, banishing the shadows that threatened to take over. He held his breath as he listened.
âLinc, Iâll be by tomorrow afternoon to pick up the rest of my things.â That was it. Nothing more.
He played the message five times before grabbing the machine and throwing it across the room. It shattered against the dining-room wall. He felt only marginally better.
He called her cell phoneâagain. It went straight to voice mail, which told him sheâd turned it off. There was nothing else he could do.
Except wait.
He cursed and grabbed a beer from the fridge. Damn it all. He needed oblivion. And he certainly didnât need half the town watching him find it.
By Thursday, when he pulled into the dirt parking lot of the Winding Trail Mine ten minutes early to shadow the afternoon shift, he was exhausted.
He wanted to finish this job and get home in time to catch Julia. He needed to do somethingâtalk to herâanything to figure out how to make things better. There was too much anger between them and he didnât like it. To be honest, he was downright sick of it. They were facing some tough decisions and he just wanted it done.
Linc had always been the type who yanked off a bandage. It hurt like hell but then it was over. None of this slow, methodical agony. If his marriage was going to end, he wanted that flash of pain, not this ongoing hurt.
Shaking his head, he tried to clear his mind of all those thoughts. He had a job to do and it required focus. He got out of the truck and reached into the bed to grab his gear before mounting the rough wooden steps to the mine office.
The faded, worn building, the size of a double-wide trailer, had two shabby offices in front and a larger room beyond. In the back room, which served as a locker room, he met up with the crew heâd been assigned to shadow.
Six men looked up when he walked in. They were nearly finished dressing in their long johns, flannel shirts and coveralls. Now that he was here, they would go underground.
Linc hustled to dress as they introduced themselves. He recognized Gabe Wise, the crew chief, from his previous visit. Linc immediately realized why the older man was in charge. They were a young crew and Gabe had nearly