did you build this barn?â He leaned against the side of her truck, his baseball cap pushed back, giving her full view of his eyes. Eyes that flashed with a smile that for a moment put her at ease.
âI had the barn built two years ago. The fencesââ white vinyl that always looked clean ââwe put up last year.â
âIt looks good.â He was smiling, and then he laughed a little. âJust seems like an odd choice.â
âWhite vinyl fences?â She smiled, because she knew what he meant. Some men had a problem, a hang-up, with a woman raising bucking bulls.
âNo, you, here, raising bulls. I seem to remember that you grew up in Europe.â
That was part of the story. She didnât feel the need to tell him everything. She closed the door to the feed room and turned to face him.
âI did, other than a few summer visits to see Janie, but I love living in the country. And I love raising these bulls.â
âI can help you feed before you run me over to my place.â
âIf you want, you can help.â She walked to the driverâs side of the truck. When she got in, he was opening the door on the passengerâs side. âDid one of those guys drive your truck home this morning?â
âMy neighbor, Jason Bradshawâs sister, drove it home.â
She nodded, her gaze settling on his shoulder. âDo you need to see a doctor?â
âNo, I know the drill. Itâll be sore a few days, and then it wonât.â
She shifted into first gear and eased away from the barn. Her bulls were in the field behind the building. She had smaller pens for her âproblem childrenâ and a pen for calves that were being weaned. The cows that were expecting she kept in the main pasture with her horses.
Brad had done one thing for her in their divorce that she hadnât had in their marriage. Heâd given her freedom in the form of a hefty divorce settlement. For the first time in her life she was her own person. Other than Janieâs motherly advice, no one told her what to do. Not anymore. No one made decisions for her.
There was no one to walk out on her.
âIâm impressed with what youâve done here, but I guess I still donât get it. You could have raised horses.â
âI could have done something safe?â She smiled at the hint of red coloring his cheeks. âYears ago I went to a bull ride with Aunt Janie. Iâve been hooked ever since. It just seemed like the right choice.â
It made her feel strong.
âIt seems to fit you.â
She smiled at the compliment.
âThank you.â She eased the truck through the gate of the first pen and stopped. âIâll get in the back of the truck and feed, if you can drive? Just ease down this lane next to the fence and stop at the feeders.â
âI can do that.â
As she slid out of the truck, he moved across the seat behind the wheel. She climbed into the back of the truck and used a pocketknife to slit the top of a bag of grain. As the truck slowed and pulled close to the feeder, she dumped the grain and the cows trotted forward, ready for breakfast.
The rain started to fall just as they were finishing. Willow jumped down from the back of the truck and climbed into the passenger side. Rain dripped from her hat and she rubbed her arms to chase away the chill. Clint reached for the heater and turned it up a few degrees.
âWow, this is going to be bad.â She looked up at the dark clouds rolling across the Oklahoma sky. âAnd you have a leaky roof.â
âI do at that.â
So softly spoken, she barely caught the words. For the past few months sheâd been telling herself it was her imagination. But now she needed to face the truth. Words were fuzzy, and there were times that she couldnât hear a conversation on her cell phone, or even a person at her side.
Progressive hearing loss, the doctor had told them so