want?â
âIâd like to come in.â
âNo.â
âCome on, Cal. Itâs freezing out here.â
She closed the door.
âCaley?â He knocked, then leaned on the doorbell.
She opened the door a few inches.
âItâs really cold.â He looked charming and sexy.
Her manner softened. âWould you like a cup of coffee?â
âThatâd be great,â he said with relief.
âThereâs a convenience store six blocks that way and two blocks right. If you jog youâll stay warmer.â
âI have to talk to you.â
âWe are talking. Similar to the last time. How long ago was that? Three weeks? Eight weeks?â
âCouldnât we go in where itâs warm?â
âItâs not warm in here, itâs the Sahara. The furnace stuck. You want to pay the repair bill?â
âOf course. Iâll write a check. How much do you need?â
She knew what his checks were worth. âIf you have money why didnât you use some of it to take Adam out on his birthday?â
âI explained that.â
âYeah, well, when youâre eight and your dad says he canât take you like he promised, you donât really understand the line âSomething important came up.ââ She crossed her arms. âIt never was a very good line anyway.â She shivered and rubbed her arms.
âLet me in, Caley. I want to see them. Theyâre my kids too. In fact, Zach isââ
âTheyâre not here.â
âWhere are they?â
She hesitated, then sighed. They loved their father, and in his own way he loved them too. It was just that his way was limited. He made promises he didnât keep, and it broke their hearts. Zach was beginning to expect it and prepared himself for disappointment. He no longer believed the rosy plans his dad told him about, the ball games, the picnics, the movies, the drives to Kansas City. Zach just kept quiet and waited, but she could see the misery in his eyes when none of the glorious plans materialized. Adam, though not yet burned enough to accept it as the norm, was starting to get the picture. But Bonnie loved her father with no hesitations, got thrilled to bubbling when he laid out some special plan. When he didnât come through, she was devastated and inconsolable. Caley didnât want to badmouth their father, but she hated to see them so hurt and had taken to throwing in a few cautionary words. Like, âThatâll be wonderful ifâ¦â
Mat stood there blowing on his hands and shifting his weight from one foot to the other. âListen, Caley, I have to talk to you. Itâs important.â
âOh, really. Important to whom?â
âWhat?â He was getting a mite impatient with her. âWhatâs the matter with you? Something has come upââ
âCome up? Again? You really ought to get some new material.â She closed the door.
âCaley!â He pounded, then jabbed the doorbell.
After he got tired of pounding and yelling and stabbing her doorbell, she took her woozy head and her aching bones and clumped down the basement steps.
Awfully quiet. She peered under the banister. The furnace sat with its outer panels removed and pieces of its insides spread on the floor. Where was Tim the repairman? Took it on the lam through one of the narrow, grimy windows? Hiding? She really did have to get rid of all the junk down here. Ugly old furniture you wouldnât have in your house, ugly old pictures you wouldnât have on your walls, boxes and boxes of junk left by the previous ownersâand maybe the owners before them and the owners before them, for all she knew.
âMs. James?â
She spun around, heart flying up to her throat, beating so hard she couldnât breathe.
Tim had crept up behind her with a live snake, the biggest blackest maddest snake sheâd ever seen.
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The scream got tangled in her throat and