Wasnât that what men did? When Rosalie was just nine, her pa had gone out for a pack of cigarettes one evening, never to return. And hadnât Abigailâs father left Rosalie when heâd found out she was pregnant?
âLike this?â Abigail rearranged the toast triangles in a fan shape. Rosalie nodded in approval, maintaining a careful watch out of the corner of her eye as Abigail spooned homemade strawberry preserves into a little porcelain dish, fragile as an eggshell. Alongside it she placed a small sterling spoon engraved, in worn but still decipherable curlicues, with Mrs. Meriwhetherâs initials. The spoon gleamed as though newly minted in the sunlight that filtered in through the curtain sheers. It might have been Rosalieâs own wedding silver for the pride she took in keeping it polished.
When everything was to her satisfaction, Rosalie lifted the steaming kettle off the stove and poured boiling water over the two heaping teaspoons of Ceylon tea in the Limoges teapot. The final touch was a single pink rose, its petals still beaded with dew, tucked into a sterling bud vase.
Had Rosalie ever verbally declared her devotion to the Meriwhethers it would have been an embarrassment to all concerned. It was the care she took in anticipating their every need that expressed her sentiments more eloquently than any words. Like Gwenâs breakfast tray, with its attention to every detail, down to the crisply ironed linen napkin tucked into a silver napkin ring. It was Rosalieâs way of letting the Meriwhethers know that she considered them more her family than she did her own kin. Sixteen years ago, theyâd taken her in, pregnant and penniless, and when Abigail was born theyâd embraced her as well. How could she feel anything but love for them?
âWhy donât you have something to eat while I take this up to Mrs. Meriwhether,â Rosalie said, hefting the tray with a faint, musical chiming of the porcelain teacup in its saucer.
âIâm not hungry,â Abigail replied in a lackluster tone. Her stomach was still in knots over the encounter with Vaughn, which had left her more confused than ever.
Rosalie paused to smile at her in a way that made her feel suddenly self-conscious. âIt wonât always be this way, you know.â
âWhat?â
âBoys.â
Abigail blushed, realizing how transparent she was even as she replied innocently, âI have no idea what youâre talking about.â
âOh, I think you do.â Her motherâs calm, steady gaze gave no quarter. Clearly she hadnât missed the way Abigail had been mooning around Vaughn. What she didnât know was that it had since crossed over into another realm. âBut donât let it worry you. Before long youâll have them eating out of your hand. And believe me,â she said, her tone turning ominous, âthatâs when your real troubles begin.â
Rosalieâs expression was that of a woman who knew all too well where that kind of trouble could lead. Pregnant at seventeen, sheâd been cast out by her deeply religious mother and stepfather and probably would have starved, or worse, if she hadnât happened into this job. Now, at thirty-four, she professed to be done with men and all their ânonsense.â The one time Abigail had floated the idea of her motherâs getting married one day, Rosalie had scoffed at it. âWhat do I need with a husband?â sheâd said. âDonât we have everything we could possibly want right here?â She seemed to go out of her way to discourage any potential suitors by downplaying her looks. While still relatively young and pretty, with eyes the color of the aged bourbon Mr. Meriwhether had a glass of every night before supper and thick brown hair shot through with coppery highlights, she dressed like a spinster, in below-the-knee skirts and sensible, low-heeled shoes, blouses buttoned to the