the ball the first step toward me turning into a man who thought underpants should be worn on his head and barbecue sauce went inside shoes? I felt my throat again and swallowed. No. It was in there. The golf ball, at least, was real.
âNumber two, Daddyâs come back from beyond to help me run away. And help me get rid of this ball in my throat. So, which is it?â
Are you expecting an opinion? the clock asked. Iâm a clock. Believe whatever you want. You want to get out of Hilltop or not?
âFine.â Straightening my shoulders, I gave the clock a nod and stepped back into the kitchen. If youâre gonna try a new swing in life, you better be all in, Daddy once told me. âOkay,â I said to the urn. âWeâll go to Augusta.â
Before Daddy could answer, the screen door slammed open, knocking against the wall in a way Mama hates. Standing there was the big-eyed, mean-glared girl, holding a stack of orange-red-smeared plates. âWhoâs going to Augusta? And where do I put these dishes? Your mama wants pie out there.â
âShe does?â
The girl rolled her big eyes, and I got the idea that if her hands werenât full, theyâd go straight to her hips. âFine, I want pie. Gimme a bunch and maybe those othersâll buy some. So, whoâs going to Augusta? And who were you talking to in here?â
My face got red as our special sauce. âI wasnât talking to anyone.â
The girl didnât seem to mind the lie. She took a quick inventory of the room, which didnât take long. There was the stained oak eating table, blue countertops along one wall with our big white sink and low cabinets set beneath, an old wooden icebox where Mama kept her needlepoint basket, the pantry with its open door showing a line of dented canned goods, a tall refrigerator Daddyâd ordered for Mama from a Sears catalog instead of the ladiesâ hat sheâd asked for, and an electric oven that Mama insisted be pushed right under the window to the side yard, to try to trick the heat into going outside where it belonged. Every piece could speak if I let it, reminding me of good times and bad ones.
âDonât mind me,â the girl said. âIâll clean these dishes for you and collect a favor later. You can start by digging up some pie.â She walked the plates to the sink, turned on the faucet, and grabbed a dishcloth. Started washing like she owned the place.
Her sureness didnât match her jeans and Coca-Cola shirt, which were wrinkled and caked here and there with dried mud. The long-sleeved shirt tied around her waist looked like it belonged to a grown man, and it wasnât any cleaner. Freckles sprinkled her face, and one side of her long, straw-straight ponytail had a piece of moss in it. There was a dark bruise on her elbow, and her sneakers looked like theyâd already been used for a lifetime. There was old dirt on her neck, the kind of dust that could come from working in a windy field or from driving down the roads of Hilltop with car windows down. She was filthier than the plates sheâd just washed.
âSay, you look like a runner,â she said without turning.
âHowâs that? And what kind of pie do you want? Apple or lemon cream?â
âApple.â The back of her shoulders shrugged at me. âYou just look twitchy. Plus, you told that girl you were thinking about running away.â
Iâd been over a hundred yards away when I talked to May. I would have been barely visible from where sheâd sat.
âYou couldnât have heard me.â
She sneered and raised a dusty eyebrow easy as anything, in a way Iâd tried to do in the mirror a few times because it was one of Daddyâs signature moves. Eyebrow raise with a chin tilt and a head raise meant heâd caught me drawing or painting. Eyebrow raise with a wink and a back slap meant he was telling a joke to a barbecue