was he doing this again? Nick took one last look around, his eyes catching on the empty family room floor where he remembered sitting with his mother, making bracelets. The memory dissolved into another one, her cradling his head as there was gunfire outside. Before Nick could think about it anymore he stepped outside and into the night air. That thing was standing on the lawn again. This made the third night it was there. It looked like a shadow and stood upright like a man with what looked like long, thin branches for hair. Its eyes reflected the streetlight behind it, like the back of its head was open. Nick wasn’t entirely certain it was real. The first time he’d seen it emerge from the bushes it had stood in the exact same spot as now, watching the house. Watching him. It hadn’t moved then, just as it wasn’t moving now, and they’d stared at each other several minutes. The moment had been broken before when two teenage girls passed by on the sidewalk behind it. They’d been out past curfew and hadn’t seemed to notice the creature or whatever it was when they passed within a few feet. When Nick had looked back to where it had been standing, it was gone. He had a sense there wouldn’t be any teenagers to break the line of tension between them this time. The creature was definitely staring at him, and though it hadn’t moved, he felt something akin to aggression. “You’re not real,” Nick said to it as much to himself. He lifted one foot to take a step off the porch, letting it hover a moment. “You’re not real.” He stepped off, watching it the whole time. Nick didn’t want to walk toward it and didn’t he want to put his back to it. He cut across the lawn, keeping it in his peripheral vision, heading in the direction of an elementary school outside the subdivision. He glanced over his shoulder once he’d reached the sidewalk and it had disappeared again. Midway down the block he thought it was a better to ditch the motel idea and go somewhere else. He didn’t know where Lucky lived so he had to go to where he hung out. There seemed to be a lot more cruisers out tonight which would have been easier to avoid in his own neighborhood. A helicopter buzzed somewhere overhead. It cast a spotlight somewhere into the subdivision to his left. He turned down a street on his right. He passed a tall figure seated on the steps of a porch wearing a hat. The red tip of a cigarette glowed, and the man said nothing as he passed. He gave a single, slow wave and Nick waved back. He quickly weaved through several more streets and by the time he reached the Big Pig, it was well past midnight. Nick should have been asleep by now. Part of his therapy had been adjusting to daylight hours. He was naturally inclined to be awake at night and sleep during the day and in theory that wouldn’t help him to reacclimate to society. In truth, he couldn’t get reacclimated to society because once people knew what he was they typically wanted nothing to do with him. Before his release, it had been much easier. It was still summer then and sundown wasn’t until after nine o’clock. Nick tended to be tired during the day and went to bed between eight-thirty and nine and woke up by five. He looked for all intents and purposes like an early riser, ready to take on the world. Fall had come after his release and now that the clocks had been dialed back an hour, night time came by six. He had been given sleeping pills, temporary fixes when they had worked at all. Plus, he’d gone through all those in his first two weeks out. The Big Pig was a square brick building that looked like it had been a 7-11 in its previous life. It had all its windows shuttered save for a Plexi-Glass service window the clerk could use to pass items and take cash without letting customers in. Nick hoped Lucky still worked here, he didn’t tend to stay in one place for long; he viewed a job as investment income into his own entrepreneurial