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from enjoyment or the lingering effects of his electroshock.
    â€œHe’s looking a little better,” I say to Adam.
    â€œYeah, he’ll be howling at the moon in no time,” Adam replies, looking me over as he does. “What about you? How are you feeling?”
    â€œLike shit.”
    â€œI’m sorry I couldn’t do more,” Adam says. When thebattle at the Sanctuary came to an end, it was Adam and Mark who got Marina onto Lexa’s ship before Setrákus Ra could finish her off. That’s how it came to be me and Sarah facing Setrákus Ra alone.
    â€œYou did enough. You saved Marina. Got her back here. I . . .”
    My gaze involuntarily drifts towards Sarah. Adam clears his throat to get my attention back. His eyes lock onto mine, wide and steady.
    â€œThat wasn’t your fault,” he says firmly.
    â€œHearing that doesn’t make it easier.”
    â€œIt still needed saying.” Now it’s Adam’s turn to break eye contact. He looks over at Ella’s huddled body and frowns. “I hope you killed him, Six. The thing is, knowing you, if you’d have known the consequences, you would have stopped.”
    I don’t interrupt Adam, even though what he’s saying about me might not be true. It’s weird to feel hope that I killed Setrákus Ra at the same time as the guilt for what happened to Sarah, all of it worsened by an undercurrent of dread that I accomplished nothing at all. I’m a mess.
    â€œI respect that about you guys,” Adam continues. “Most of you Garde, it’s like they built strength and compassion into you. It’s the opposite for my people. I . . . I would’ve pressed on no matter what happened.”
    Back at the Sanctuary, Adam had a moment when he’d got the drop on Setrákus Ra. This was back beforeElla broke the charm that bound her life to her evil great-grandfather’s. Even knowing that it would kill Ella, Adam went right for Setrákus Ra’s jugular.
    â€œYour people,” Adam continues after a moment, “you consider the costs, you mourn your losses, you try to do what’s right. I envy that. The ability to know what’s right without—without having to fight against your nature.”
    â€œYou’re more like us than you realize,” I tell him.
    â€œI’d like to think that,” Adam replies. “But sometimes I don’t know.”
    â€œWe all regret things,” I say. “It’s not a matter of nature. It’s a matter of moving on and being better.”
    Adam opens his mouth to respond, but no words come out. He’s looking past me. A soft blue glow emanates from over my shoulder.
    I turn around to see Ella has sat up on her cot. She still crackles with Loric energy, her brown eyes completely replaced by roiling orbs of cobalt blue. When she speaks, her voice has that odd echoing quality, like it did when Legacy was speaking through her.
    â€œYou don’t have to feel guilty,” she tells Adam. “I knew what you were going to do as soon as I got off the Anubis . I was rooting for you.”
    Adam stares at Ella. “I didn’t—I didn’t even know what I was going to do when you got off the Anubis .”
    â€œOh, you did.”
    Adam looks away, clearly uncomfortable under Ella’sstare. If he’s relieved that Ella let him off the hook for what happened at the Sanctuary, it doesn’t show.
    â€œAnd Six.” She turns to me now. “As she left this world, Sarah thought about many things. Mostly about John and her family. But also she thought about you, and how she was glad you would be here to take care of John and the rest of us.”
    â€œYou were in her head when she died?” I ask Ella, still trying to get a grip on her new and expanded Legacies.
    She pinches the bridge of her nose and shuts her eyes, which causes the room to get a little darker. “I’m still getting used