been easy for any of you?â Lexa asks, looking up at me. âWhy would it start now? This is the end, Six. One way or the other, weâre closing in on the end. You do what has to be done, and you feel bad about it later.â
I exit the cockpit with Lexaâs words ringing in my ears. I want to feel anger. Who is she to tell me how to act? The Mogs werenât hunting her. She hid for years without ever trying to contact us. She only showed up now because she realized how desperate our situation had become, that it was all hands on deck. Telling me what to feel.
Thing is, sheâs right. Sheâs right, because the truth is, I wouldnât change what I did. Iâd take my shot at Setrákus Ra, even knowing what would happen to Sarah. Potentially billions of lives are on the line.
I had to do it.
In the main cabin, someone has used the touch-screen walls to command cots to emerge from the floor. Those are the same cots we slept on all those years ago when we first came to Earth. I carved my number into one of them.
Sarahâs body rests on that one, because the universe has a sick sense of humor.
Mark sits next to Sarahâs cot, chin against his chest, asleep. His face is puffy, and heâs covered in dried blood, like pretty much all of us. He hasnât left Sarahâs side sinceit all went down. Frankly, Iâm glad heâs finally asleep. I couldnât handle many more of the accusatory looks the guy has been throwing around. I know heâs angry and hurting, but I canât wait to get off this cramped ship and away from him.
Bernie Kosar lies on the floor next to Mark. He watches me emerge from the cockpit and quietly stands. The beagle comes over and nuzzles against my leg, whining quietly. I reach down to scratch absently behind his ears.
âThanks, boy,â I whisper, and BK whines again, softly.
I move farther back. Ella is curled up on one of the cots, her face turned towards the wall. My gaze lingers on her for a second, just long enough to make sure that sheâs still breathing. Ella was the first person I watched die yesterday, except she somehow managed to come back to life. When she tossed herself into that pillar of Loric energy at the Sanctuary, she broke the charm that Setrákus Ra had placed on her. Apparently, there are side effects to bathing in a bunch of Loric energy and briefly dying. Ellaâs returned to us as . . . well, Iâm not entirely sure.
At the very back of the ship, I find Adam sitting on the edge of another cot. Looking at the dark circles around his eyes and his increasingly pale skin, I know for sure that Adam hasnât slept. Instead, heâs been keeping his eye on Marina. Sheâs strapped down on the same cot Adam sits on, her eyes closed, her face horribly bruised, blood still crusted around her nostrils. Setrákus Ra smashed her intothe ground over and over, and she hasnât regained consciousness since. Sheâs holding on, though, and hopefully John will be able to heal whateverâs wrong with her.
Adam manages a weak smile as I sit down across from him. Another one of our wounded friends is bundled in his arms. Dust was nearly killed back at the Sanctuary. Although heâs still twitchy and weak, Dust has regained some of his movement and has at least managed to change his shape into that of a wolf cub. Not exactly ferocious, but a step in the right direction.
âHey, doc,â I say to Adam, keeping my voice quiet.
He snorts. âYouâd be surprised how little practical medical training we Mogadorians receive. Itâs not a priority when most of your soldiers are disposable.â Adam turns his head to regard Marina. âHer pulse is strong, though. Even I can tell that.â
I nod. Thatâs exactly what I wanted to hear. I reach across the gap between us and scratch Dust on his nose. One of his back legs starts to pump in response, though Iâm not sure if itâs