wafted through the door. âLetâs bring them in and feed them. After all, itâs their last meal of the day.â
âAt least my stamp collection doesnât shriek. Even my hunt dogs donât bark like that. Weâll never make a man of him.â
âMy dearest, heâs not even four. I canât take it either, not with this wretched state Iâm in. I just want it to be all over, this waiting, this birth.â
I was tempted to take Bertie and flee, but Mrs. Peters rapped on the door, then opened it herself. In she swept with David starting to cry again. Could he indeed be afraid of his father? I did not know whether to wait until summoned, but I went in too, following Mrs. Petersâs lead to curtsy. When I tried to put Bertie down, he clung so hard I kept him in my arms.
The room was exquisite with satin draperies in pale greens that matched the full, embroidered robe the duchess wore over her form in her delicate condition, en negligee, Dr. Lockwoodâs new wife had called that style. No corsets, no petticoats beneath. All sorts of photographs and bric-a-brac clustered on tables. May of Teck, the Duchess of York, had dark hair swept up beautifully and a regal bearing despite her big belly.
I was surprised that the duke was my height at five feet and a half. He had a brown beard clipped tight and stood ramrodstraight with his teacup in one hand and cigar in the other. Could the strong smoke from that be something the children disliked, and so they protested these visits? It did rather sting oneâs eyes.
âIf that boy canât be quiet, take him out, Mrs. Peters,â the duke said over Davidâs renewed sobs. His voice cut right through one, as if he were speaking to an entire shipload of men, for Iâd heard he still considered himself a Royal Navy man. âHow you manage him, I donât know. Her Grace doesnât need to be upset now.â
To my horror, Mrs. Peters curtsied and carried David right out, leaving me with Bertie facing my new royal employers. I bobbed another curtsy and put Bertie down, hoping he would go to his mother, which, thank the Lord on high, he did.
With a weary smile, the duchess said, âMy friend Lady Dugdale and her London doctor recommended you highly. We hope you will be happy here. As you must know, there will be a third child soon.â She had a unique way of pronouncing her words, sharp with rolled r âs, which I learned later were traces of her German accent.
âYes, Your Grace. Iâm honored to serve here, and I love children.â
âWell, good,â the duke chimed in, âbecause these two are hard to love at times. Not since theyâve been babies, when we doted on them. I will leave all this to you, dearest,â he said to his wife, âand be in my library with my stamps.â
He made a hasty retreat. I didnât hear Davidâs cries anymore so I hoped Mrs. Peters would bring him back in, but perhaps she had fled. To hear this had happened before was most unsettling.
âExcuse me, milady,â I ventured, âbut Bertie said heâs hungry.â The moment that was out of my mouth, I was appalled. I hadnât been spoken to first. And had I just indirectly criticized Mrs. Peters or demanded something?
âHeâs always hungry yet doesnât seem to grow. So what do we have for you here, eh, sweeting?â she asked the child, and his face lit. âWhy donât you sit on this stool and put him on your lap,â she said to me. âI donât have a lap right now to hold him right, and he can have some grapes, muffins with jam, and milk. Ahâwhat is it you will be called by here, Miss Bill? Not Mrs. Bill, Iâm sure since you arenât the head nurse, and I believe Mrs. Peters didnât want to use Bill at all. I recall that her husband who died years ago was Bill.â
âCharlotte, she decided, milady.â I had been told by Lady