tell him that he wasnât as grown up as he thought he was, when Rickâs cell phone rang, injecting life into the otherwise silent twenty-one-year-old who sat staring at his food. He pulled the phone from his belt clip.
âHello? Yeah. Whatâs up, man? Nothing much.â
Steve met her eyes in silent encouragement to rebuke him.
Cathy touched Rickâs arm. âRick, could you please take that somewhere else? Weâre trying to have dinner conversation here.â
He didnât answer, just got up from the table and strode to another room. She watched him leave, wishing sheâd made him turn off the phone before they sat down to eat. Since he lived on campus for summer school, he seldom came home to eat with them, and she hated calling him down when he did.
She turned back to Mark. âMark, letâs say you did get your GED. Youâre only sixteen. Youâre probably not ready to jump right into college.â
âI told you, Iâm not sure I even want to go to college. Iâm tired. I need some freedom after being locked up for a year.â
Tracy started drumming her fingers on the table.
Steve reached out and stopped her hand. âBut, Mark, thereâs no freedom in having to work without a college degree. Itâs hard. Why would you want to put yourself through that?â
âSteveâs right,â Cathy said. âHoney, school is the best place for you now.â
âOkay, but where?â he asked. âDo you want me to go to public school or do you want me to go to Brendaâs and study with Leah and Rachel and Joseph?â
âAnd Daniel,â Cathy said. âDonât forget Daniel. Heâs exactly your age.â
âBut heâs different, Mom. Heâs a good friend and all, and Iâm glad to have him as my buddy, but heâs basically clueless. Iâve been in jail for a year. Iâve been around people who are hard to get along with.â
âThen this should be easy for you.â
âI donât want to be baby-sat all day and hovered over. I can take a GED course and get out of school and have some freedom.â
Steve got up and took his plate to the sink. âMark, you donât even have a driverâs license yet. Youâre kidding yourself if you think this is going to give you extra freedom. And I think you need to define what freedom is.â
âI know what freedom is,â Annie piped in, flipping her dark hair back. âFreedom is just another word for nothing left to lose.â
Cathy smirked. âThank you, Annie, for bringing the wisdom of Janis Joplin into this conversation.â
Rick came back into the room just then and took his place at the table. âFreedom? Oh, freedom. Thatâs just some people talking.â He broke into singing âDesperado,â and Annie joined in. Mark threw his napkin across the table. Annie deftly caught it in the air and threw it back.
Cathy ducked. âHey, not at the table. Come on, guys.â
Tracy wadded one of her own and threw it smack into Cathyâs face. Cathy caught it in her fist. The girl cracked up at the hit.
âNice going, Tracy.â Annie high-fived her. âOnly I wouldnât recommend you repeat that.â
Cathy waited for Steve to call Tracy down, but his eyes were still fixed on Mark.
âMark, you must have given this job thing some thought. What kind of jobs are you thinking of?â
âI donât know. Maybe something like an electrician.â
Steve came back to the table. âElectricians are trained. Some of them go to college. If they donât, at the very least they go to vocational school.â
Mark shifted in his seat. âThey need assistants, donât they?â
âWell, yeah, but thatâs a minimum wage job. And youâve got a background, Mark. Youâve got a few strikes against you since youâve been to jail. If you offset that with a college