from slipping out.
“If you stifle your reaction to me in any way, this isn’t
going to work. Close your eyes. Imagine that this is all happening in your
head. A fantasy. Nothing more. Follow my directions. Understand?”
The last part came out strained and she wondered for a
moment if he was at all affected by her. She mentally rolled her eyes.
Of course he wasn’t, even if his dick got hard earlier. He
did this all day. It was his job—nothing else. She took a deep breath, lowered
her lids and found a tiny bit of courage. “O…kay.”
“Spread your legs. Wider. Good.”
She was naked with a man whom she didn’t even know his full
name. Vulnerable to him in ways she couldn’t even count, and she’d never been
more turned on.
He buried two fingers in her core, sliding in deep—through
all of the silky wetness coating the entrance to her sex. He didn’t finger-bang
her like she originally prepared for. He probed her insides. Examining her in a
way that reminded her of dreams she’d had years ago. He touched every inch
inside her, learning her, taking special note and revisiting spots that made
her twitch or shiver.
His free hand didn’t stay idle for long. She expected him to
reach around and grab a handful of her more-than-ample chest but he didn’t. He
palmed the back of her head, gripping her hair tightly in his fist.
“Keep your eyes closed. Feel me. Here.” He pumped his slick
digits inside her, as if she needed any help focusing on what he was doing to
her. “You’re so wet it’s sliding down your thighs. You smell like a dream, and
it’s intoxicating. I can already feel the walls of your core sucking my fingers
back inside. Your clit’s a swollen little nub begging for attention.”
His thumb brushed against it, and she groaned low, trying
not to be so loud.
She was like his marionette. He didn’t ask. He ordered. She
hated being told what to do but the words to tell him to stop wouldn’t form.
Instead, a sexy mewl of pleasure slipped out, wrapping around them, lulling her
farther inside her fantasy.
She was right there. The knife’s edge of one hell of an
orgasm sat poised inside her. She didn’t know what to do with it. She tried to
fight it, but he increased his infiltrating depth. A moan long and low escaped
from her chest and she could do nothing but strain on her tiptoes toward the
exquisite release she knew he could give her.
Her eyes popped open along with her mouth. If he would just
breathe on her clit she was going to—
He released her hair, slipped his fingers free of her
twitching sex.
She was sure he couldn’t have missed the fluttering of the
walls of her pussy as he withdrew them.
“Very good, Jane. Very good indeed. That’s enough for
tonight.”
“But… I was there. I was right there.”
“Which tells me I’m on the right path, how I need to handle
your testing overall, and the next step we need to take.”
Several comments sat poised on her lips ready to vault into
the silent room.
Shove it.
Fuck you.
But the one she wanted to say? Needed to say? A single
syllable word meaning so much, and one she’d never said to any man…please.
It was also the reason she kept her jaw clenched tight and
her back to the good doctor.
He produced a towel from somewhere and wiped away the
moisture, which steadily leaked down her inner thighs.
She should have been embarrassed but all she could do was
huff her way through the intimate silence.
“You can get dressed and the nurse will be in shortly to
check on you.” He walked a few steps away and then came back. “Here’s a video
camera. Between now and your next appointment I’ll need you to masturbate for
me and record it. Whether you climax or not isn’t the goal. I just need to see
how you are on your own without anyone else there making demands on your
performance.”
“Excuse me?” She meant for it to come out an accusation but
instead it came out a whiny plea. She cleared her throat and finally