same ones that hurt you."
Kris traced the scar that ran the length of her jaw with one finger and slowly let
her hand trail down her neck to where the second scar was. They faded some over the
summer but both were still noticeable. She had finally shared with me her story a
few weeks back, about the two men that abducted her after she set out on her own when
her parents died from the virus. They beat her up and dragged her to a nearby building
where they kept her locked up for hours before trying to rape her at knifepoint. She
had a pocketknife of her own wedged inside her boot and was able to get away thanks
to a great deal of luck. Not long after that is when Jacks found her hiding out at
a gas station on the southern outskirts of Los Angeles, bloody and scared. It was
an experience no teenager should have to go through. I didn't want her to return there
and have to relive the nightmare.
"You still think anyone traveling up and down the west coast would try and go through
L.A.?" she asked.
I nodded. "Yes, I do. You said the parked traffic was bad and that could be a problem,
which is why I thought taking a bike would be best. If you lived anywhere near there
and survived this," I waved my hand around the room, "…many people would probably
look for others there. You did." I watched her nod slowly.
"Yeah. I guess you're right. And if others do pass through there, I bet those jerks
are still doing the same thing…waiting and grabbing who they can." She shifted on
the bed so she was facing me. She opened her mouth to speak but clamped it shut and
looked down at her hands.
"What is it, Kris? It's okay," I spoke softly.
"Um…did you mean what you said about getting a scooter?" She blinked up at me, a bit
embarrassed.
"You mean, downstairs?" I laughed loudly but stopped when I realized Kris was looking
at me nervously. "Yes, I guess I did. Learning how to stay on a motorcycle is proving
to be harder than I thought. Why?"
"Well, because I know how to ride a scooter, my best friend had one. So I could definitely
go with you then." She stared at me, gauging my reaction.
"Kris…even if we did that - took a couple of scooters, it's a long drive. And what
if we do find those guys…or more like them?"
Her brown eyes looked up at me, pleading for me to say yes. "Just think about it,
okay? I could help, I know I could."
She got up, snatched the nail polish from the bedside table, and hurried out of the
room before I could object again. The only thing girly about Kris was the fact that
she enjoyed painting her nails, and everyone else's around her. Connor let her paint
his toes once, but that was after several beers and a full on dare from Jacks that
he wouldn't walk around with painted toes for a week. He lasted almost a month before
I told him his pink toes were clashing with my orange ones.
After I leaned back onto the bed, I let my thoughts take over. She's right. She could help us; she's not a kid anymore. Maybe I should let her come. I dangled my legs over the edge of the mattress and swayed my feet from side to side
until the pull on my bruised lower back became too uncomfortable. When I sat up, Connor
was standing in the doorway, watching me.
"How much did you hear?" I asked.
"Enough."
"And…?" I waited for him to answer but instead he walked across the room and sat down
next to me.
"And, I think if you're sure you want to do this, I'll go with you. But not until
you're better and we've got a solid plan. Okay?" His blue eyes sparkled as they bore
into mine.
I nodded and let my eyes fill with tears as he pulled me against his chest. After
burrowing my face into his shirt while he stroked my hair, the clean and fresh scent
that was Connor, filled my nose. I was grateful for the millionth time, that it was
he, who pulled me out of the San Diego Bay, back in January.
***
The waves pull away from the shore leaving frothy bubbles along