sheâd hopedfor acceptance, followed by stalwart emotional support as they agreed to spell out the practical details of bringing a child into the world. Carlos was a private, reserved man, but heâd always been quietly honorable. Even after his cold shoulder recently, sheâd expected better from him than this.
She closed the door with a quiet but firm click, wishing her aching heart was as easy to seal off.
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The click of the closing door echoed in his ears, along with the first hints of doubt.
Carlos leaned back against his desk, staring at the space where Lilah had stood seconds before. Sheâd seemed so certain. In all the years theyâd known each other, sheâd been an honest womanâa boardroom shark in fighting for the hospitalâbut always frank and truthful. He admired that about her. For years, in fact, heâd used that admiration of her character to temper his moreâ¦primal response to her.
What ifâ¦
The possibility of actually being a father rocked his balance far more than the injuries that still caused him to limp to this day. He flattened his clammy palms against the legs of his green hospital scrubs.
While heâd engaged in a number of careful affairs over the years, never had he let a woman truly break through his laser focus on his work. But Lilah was different. He was damn impressed by the way she fought for the hospital, stood up to million-dollar donors and politicians when it came to patientsâ rightsâhell, the way she faced down even him when he dug in his heels too deeply and lost focus on the bigger picture. Shehad a sharp mind and she wielded it artfully in her profession.
Would she use those same skills against him even now if she thought it would benefit her child?
His father had taught all three of his sons not to trust anyone, anytime. Everybody had a price, including the cousin who had sold out their escape plan. The queen, his mother, Beatriz Medina had died as a result of the ambush that ensued on their way out of San Rinaldo. Carlos had spent his teenage years undergoing surgeries to recover from the gunshot wounds. That he could walk at all was considered a miracle. Doctors told him to be grateful for that much, even if he would never have biological children.
Could he trust Lilah?
As much as he trusted anyone, which wasnât much. God forbid the press should get a hold of this tidbit before he settled the issue. He needed to provide Lilah with concrete proof while keeping matters quiet.
First step, arrange to have the lab run a sperm count test. As much as he balked at the invasion of his privacy, the current results would end this once and for all.
The pesky âwhat ifâ smoked through his mind again, the possibility that through some inexplicable miracle her kid turned out to be his after all. Then, he needed to keep Lilah close at hand until the baby could be tested.
Because if against all odds she carried a Medina, nothing would stop him from claiming his child.
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Suddenly weary to her toes, Lilah sagged against the closed door. The reception area outside Carlosâs office echoed with emptiness, thank goodness. But there wasno telling how much longer before his secretary, Wanda, returned to her desk. Her computer already scrolled a screen saver photo of her dozen grinning grandchildren at the Port Defiance Zoo.
Lilah squeezed her eyes closed. The memory of her argument with Carlos rang in her ears. Her belly churned with nausea, unusual for this late in the day. She still battled morning sickness and, no question, upset emotions made it worse. She curved a hand protectively over her stomach, the baby bump barely discernable so early in the pregnancy. Carlos hadnât even noticed when heâd pulled her camisole from her waistband. But she could feel the changes in her body, the swollen tenderness of her breasts, a heightened sense of smell and an insatiable nightly craving for marinated artichokes,