right, since what I really should be doing is practicing. Despite all my trying over the past two days, I havenât gotten Mrs. Pucherâs beloved Pom-Pom to do so much as fetch a tennis ball. Arenât dogs supposed to want to do that?
If I donât figure out how to get the mangy thing to follow one of my telepathic commands soon, Iâll be cramming my lanky sixteen-year-old body behind a seventh-grade desk next to Megan instead of an eleventh-grade one.
Itâs not like I want to fry any furry creaturesâ brains (not even Pom-Pomâs), but practicing mind control on animals is better than hot-wiring a humanâs brain without having any clue what Iâm doing. And so I practice with squirrels, birds, and Pom-Pom. More accurately, I fail with squirrels, birds, and Pom-Pom. And no, Iâm not even sure this power works on nonhuman critters.
I sigh and haul myself out of the Adirondack. I force myself to try to get Pom-Pom to stop gnawing on the hose for five minutes before I give up and walk across the street to Henryâs house. Well, halfway across the street. Because thatâs as far as I can go without my spleen being sucked through my belly button.
Standing in the middle of the road, I hear a thunk and see Henry dragging a round lump of a black garbage bag to the curb.
We havenât seen each other since the day of the funeral. He looks up and our eyes meet. My muscles pull taut like a rubber band, but the tension releases as soon as his dimples appear. He drops the bag and rushes to the middle of the street, where the hug that appears imminent dies abruptly.
âIâm here for you, Azra, always.â
Thatâs what Henry said after I finished telling him how I was going to have to use mind control on Nate and Megan and risk hurting them, maybe even hurting myself. He dug the heels of the dress shoes I had magically shined into the patch of dirt under the swing to come to a complete stop.
âYou know that, donât you?â
Thatâs what he said after he grasped the metal chains above my head with one hand. He turned me toward him and tugged, gently closing the gap between us. The plastic seats met with a soft tap.
âI need for you to know that.â
Thatâs what he said as his light green eyes bored into mine, chilling me like a gust of wind in a snowstorm, but then his thumb was on my cheek, his breath was on my neck, his lips were on my forehead, and I was whisked inside to a crackling fire, and thatâs what I felt, warm and safe and home, and thatâs what I was thinking and thatâs where I wanted to be in that moment, home, my home, away from all the pain and hurt and tears and wishes to be granted and then ⦠all of that was gone.
Because he was kissing me. I no longer knew where I was, let alone where I wanted to be.
Henry pushes his glasses up the bridge of his nose, and I shove my hands into my back pockets, casually shifting my weight from one foot to the other to hide my nerves.
âMegan at Mrs. Pucherâs?â he asks.
I nod, pushing past the memory to match his nonchalant tone. âSo you do read my texts. You just donât reply.â
âI replied.â
âThree times. In ten days.â
He flicks the top of his head toward his house. âThings have been busy with the move. Back and forth. Weâre doing it ourselves.â
Because they couldnât afford movers, which is why theyâre defecting to New Hampshire to live with Henryâs grandparents in the first place. After more than six months of being unemployed, his father finally found a job near where Mrs. Carwynâs mother and father live. So even though itâs Henryâs last year of high schoolâhe and Nate are both a year older and incoming seniorsâheâs ⦠leaving.
âSo,â he says. âHow isâ¦? How areâ¦? You okay?â
This is not my Henry. Heâs being so distant.