highway for Fairbanks and the gravel road to Boynton. I felt an urgency bordering on the manic and my foot was like a cement block on the accelerator, because once Bud got to Boynton I knew what he was going to do. Heâd ditch the car, which I wouldnât doubt heâd borrowed without the legitimate ownerâs consent, whoever that might be, and then heâd load up his canoe with supplies and Jordy and run down the river for his trespasserâs cabin. And if that happened, Jordy wouldnât be making any plane. Not on Monday. Maybe not ever.
I tried to think about Jordy and how I was going to rescue her from all that and how grateful sheâd be once she realized what kind of person she was dealing with in Bud and what his designs were, but every time I summoned her face, Budâs rose up out of some dark hole in my consciousness to blot it out. I saw him sitting at the bar that night he lost his feet, sitting there drinking steadily though Iâd eighty-sixed him three times over the course of the past year and three times relented. He was on a tear,drinking with Chiz Peltz and this Indian Iâd never laid eyes on before who claimed to be a full-blooded Flathead from Montana. It was January, a few days after New Yearâs, and it was maybe two oâclock in the afternoon and dark beyond the windows. I was drinking tooâtending bar, but helping myself to the scotchâbecause it was one of those days when time has no meaning and your life drags like it has brakes on it. There were maybe eight other people in the place: Ronnie Perrault and his wife, Louise, Roy Treadwell, who services snow machines and sells cordwood, Richie Oliver, and some othersâI donât know where J.J. was that day, playing solitaire in his cabin, I guess, staring at the walls, who knows?
Anyway, Bud was on his tear and he started using language I donât tolerate in the bar, not anytime, and especially not when ladies are present, and I told him to can it and things got nasty. The upshot was that I had to pin the Indian to the back wall by his throat and rip Budâs parka half off him before I convinced the three of them to finish up their drinking over at The Nougat, which is where they went, looking ugly. Clarence Ford put up with them till around seven or so, and then he kicked them out and barred the door and they sat in Chiz Peltzâs car with the engine running and the heater on full, passing a bottle back and forth till I donât know what hour. Of course, the car eventually ran out of gas with the three of them passed out like zombies and the overnight temperature went down to something like minus sixty, and as I said, Chiz didnât make it, and how he wound up outside my place Iâll never know. We helicoptered Bud to the hospital in Fairbanks, but they couldnât save his feet. The IndianâIâve never seen him sinceâjust seemed to shake it off with the aid of a dozen cups of coffee laced with free bourbon at The Nougat.
Bud never forgave me or Clarence or anybody else in town. He was a sorehead and griper of the first degree, the sort of person who blames all his miseries on everybody but himself, and now he had Jordy, this sweet dreamy English teacher who probably thought Alaska was all
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and charmingly eccentric people saying witty things to each other. I knew Bud. I knew howhe would have portrayed that ratty illegal tumbledown cabin to her and how he would have told her it was just a hop, skip and jump down the river and not the twelve miles it actually wasâand what was she going to do when she found out? Catch a cab?
These were my thoughts as I passed through Fairbanks, headed southeast on the Alaska Highway, and finally turned north for Boynton. It was late in the afternoon and I still had a hundred and eighty miles of gravel road to traverse before I even hit Boynton, let alone caught up with BudâI could only hope heâd stopped