annual blowout rivaled only by the GOP convention,â Preston said. âIâll bring my rifle in case you forget yours.â
Vivienne brought the cigarette to her lips and pulled. âYou always tease me,â she said, exhaling. She didnât pass the cigarette, but he didnât mind. He didnât even want it. He just wanted to watch her smoke. âYou know whatâs funny? I have no memory of ever talking to each other in high school.â
âThat was on purpose,â he said. âI tried hard to be invisible to pretty girls in high school.â
She smiled. âI heard you designed Karlie and Timâs addition.â
Preston shrugged. âI didnât design it. I interned for the firm that designed it.â
âI donât know why they needed an addition,â she said. âUnless Karlie is planning on having a baby soon.â
âBecause bigger is better. You know that.â
âDoes it scare you,â she said, ânot knowing when youâll be able to afford more than an apartment?â
Preston was amused at being put in his place. âNot at all. Iâm one of the noble peasants.â
âThe fact that youâll have to work all the time and find a jobâdoes that worry you? That you wonât be able to move around?â
âWell, yeah, with all the parties Iâll miss at Waverlyâs ranch.â
She rolled her eyes. âTheyâre honest questions.â
âTheyâre also snotty questions,â he said.
Vivienne took a final drag and scowled. âCigarettes are gross.â She tossed it out the window.
Preston made a mental note to find it on the driveway later and throw it away.
She leaned forward, gripping the windowsill, hesitating, focused on something above the tree line. âWhenever I see you, I end up wondering what you think of me.â
âProbably because you think Iâm so wise.â
She shook her head and laughed. âTime for me to go.â
He stepped aside so she could make her way through the passage between the furniture to the door. âDo you remember how to get back to your car? I can walk you.â
âIâm fine on my own.â
He felt divided between wanting more time with herâsomething seemed unresolvedâand relief that she was leaving. He let the moment pass and didnât insist. They shared a brief hug at the threshold. She felt small in his arms, her breasts a single, solicitous cushion against his chest.
âYou should come to the ranch for Memorial Day,â she said over his shoulder.
âMaybe,â he said. He knew without a doubt that he would.
He waved goodbye as she made her delicate way down the stairs, watched her from the doorway as she paused on the last step to slip into her heels.
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II
I am insane , Vivienne thought. She straightened her shoulders and strode down the driveway, ignoring the blisters burning her heels. It occurred to her that she didnât entirely remember the way back to her car, but she knew it wasnât far. Better to be lost than to slip further into insanity at Prestonâs. This time she blamed herself; sheâd invited it. Just as she was turning the cornerâit was a left from the driveway, that much she rememberedâa bicycle materialized in the corner of her vision and swept past, nearly catching her dress and pulling her down.
Vivienne whipped around. The bicyclist braked, not to check on her but to park. It was a girl riding with an armful of books. She dropped her kickstand and started up the driveway.
âExcuse me!â Vivienne said.
The girl turned around. She was clearly a student, with her books and frumpy jeans and T-shirt.
âYou almost ran me over!â Vivienne felt hot in the face.
âSorry,â the girl said, with obvious apathy.
She gave Vivienne a curious stare and continued on her way. Vivienne watched her. She had pretty hair. It was perfectly