finger with a headshake and directed Alan to a seat. Alan allowed Hector to place a cape around him, tightened at the neck. The bright lights and light chatter from other patrons in the hair salon made Alan feel anything except at ease. Alan’s hair grew slowly. The length he let it grow meant that he only needed a haircut a few times a year. When he did go it was only because Tony insisted. Tony would provide him with a few dollars and he would make his way to a small mom and pop shop that usually meant a nick or two on the ear or neck. Hector chatted on about dances and how well Alan would be received as his fingers flew over Alan’s hair like his cousin’s while tying the bowtie. Alan smiled where he had to however his mind was anywhere but in the moment. As the time for the dance grew closer Alan began second guessing himself. His hands begin to perspire on the smooth metal of the styling chair. What if you’re wrong. What if you are doing all of this just to stand in the corner by yourself all over again? Alan started to zone out as the familiar feelings of fear and doubt began to seep their way into his veins. Ironically it was Hector’s voice that made him stop. “Come on now, we have to wash and style your hair.” Alan looked up at the mirror in front of him just as Hector ran to block his view. “No—no peaking now we’re just about done come on.” Alan obeyed following the hyperactive hairdresser to the washing basin. He sat in the leather recliner-like chair laying his head back for Hector. The salon attendant chattered on while he used generous helpings of shampoo and conditioner. “Nervous?” Alan looked up at Hector’s smiling face. “Why would you say that?” “Ummm… well let’s see. You’ve hardly said a word while you’ve been here, you look like you’re going to bore a whole through whatever you’re looking at and I saw the sweat marks on my chair when you got up.” “Oh, I’m sorry I—“ “Don’t apologize. I’m just asking if you’re nervous. First dance?” “Yeah, I mean I am nervous and, yes, it is my first dance.” Hector dried his hair and instructed Alan to follow him back to the styling seat. He stood in front of Alan blocking the view of himself in the mirror. “Don’t worry. We’ve all been there. Be confident and know that you look great. The tuxedo is perfect and…” Hector’s voice trailed off as he mixed a small amount of gel into Alan’s hair. “And your hair—if I do say so myself. Looks amazing.” Hector stepped back taking off the long apron covering Alan’s suit. Alan didn’t know what to say. He didn’t recognize the person looking back at him with an open mouth. Alan had always either had long hair or hair in the process of becoming long. Hector had cut his hair short, with a style that pushed the top forward. The front was combined up and to the side. “What do you think?” “I—I—“ “Good. That it the response I was looking for. Now come on, Cinderella, you’re going to be late for the ball.”
Chapter 10
Alan patted the pocket that held his wallet as he thought of all the money spent for the few hours he would be at the dance. All the money and all the trouble he would be in when he got home. He drove carefully, making double certain to follow all of the street signs. It was dark now and as Alan turned a corner he saw the parking lot to his school. It was already full with the last dance attendees making their way into the school’s large gymnasium. Alan took a long breath as he pulled into the school’s parking lot. More than one eye caught sight of the sleek black car and stopped to see who would exit. He glanced at himself in the car’s rearview mirror one more time. You can do this. You can do this. You can do this. It’s like pulling off a band-aid. Just get out of the car. But he couldn’t. He wanted to so very desperately, but fear had seeped in again. He looked through the car’s