thought of developing interests
someone might take an interest in. No soap.
I became very weepy for what had seemed
like the pleasant early years. As I aged
increasingly, I also grew more charitable
with regard to my thoughts and ideas,
thinking them at least as good as the next man’s.
Then a great devouring cloud
came and loitered on the horizon, drinking
it up, for what seemed like months or years.
TOY SYMPHONY
Palms and fiery plants populate the glorious levels of the unrecognizable mountains.
—Valéry, Alphabet
Out on the terrace the projector had begun
making a shuttling sound like that of land crabs.
On Thursdays, Miss Marple burped, picking up her knitting
again, it’s always Boston Blackie or the Saint—
the one who was a detective
who came from far across the sea
to rescue the likes of you and me
from a horde of ill-favored seducers.
Well, let’s get on with it
since we must. Work, it’s true
suctions off the joy. Autumn’s density moves down
though no one in his right mind would wish for spring—
winter’s match is enough. The widening spaces
between the days.
I sip the sap of fools.
Another time I found some pretty rags
in the downtown district. They’d make nice slipcovers,
my wife thought, if they could be cleaned up.
I don’t hold with that.
Why not leave everything exposed, out in the cold
till the next great drought of this century?
I say it mills me down,
and everything is hand selected here: the cheeses,
oranges wrapped in pale blue tissue paper
with the oak-leaf pattern, letting their tint through
as it was meant to be, not according to the calculations
of some wounded genius, before he limped off
to the woods.
The stair of autumn is to climb
backward perhaps, into a cab.
MEMORIES OF IMPERIALISM
Dewey took Manila
and soon after invented the decimal system
that keeps libraries from collapsing even unto this day.
A lot of mothers immediately started naming their male offspring “Dewey,”
which made him queasy. He was already having second thoughts about imperialism.
In his dreams he saw library books with milky numbers
on their spines floating in Manila Bay
Soon even words like “vanilla” or “mantilla” would cause him to vomit.
The sight of a manila envelope precipitated him
into his study, where all day, with the blinds drawn,
he would press fingers against temples, muttering “What have I done?”
all the while. Then, gradually, he began feeling a bit better.
The world hadn’t ended. He’d go for walks in his old neighborhood,
marveling at the changes there, or at the lack of them. “If one is
to go down in history, it is better to do so for two things
rather than one,” he would stammer, none too meaningfully.
One day his wife took him aside
in her boudoir, pulling the black lace mantilla from her head
and across her bare breasts until his head was entangled in it.
“Honey, what am I supposed to say?” “Say nothing, you big boob.
Just be glad you got away with it and are famous.” “Speaking of
boobs ...” “Now you’re getting the idea. Go file those books
on those shelves over there. Come back only when you’re finished.”
To this day schoolchildren wonder about his latter career
as a happy pedant, always nice with children, thoughtful
toward their parents. He wore a gray ceramic suit
walking his dog, a “bouledogue,” he would point out.
People would peer at him from behind shutters, watchfully,
hoping no new calamities would break out, or indeed
that nothing more would happen, ever, that history had ended.
Yet it hadn’t, as the admiral himself
would have been the first to acknowledge.
STRANGE OCCUPATIONS
Once after school, hobbling from place to place,
I remember you liked the dry kind of cookies
with only a little sugar to flavor them.
I remember that you liked Wheatena.
You were the only person I knew who did.
Don’t you remember how we used to fish for kelp?
Got to the town