chance at ruining a perfect memory. âSides, I wasnât invited. Kinda lady she is, she does all the asking. All a man can say to her is âyes, pleaseâ and âthank you kindly.â Thatâs all.â
Wizard shifted uncomfortably on the bench. This kind of talk made him uneasy, stirring places in him better left dormant. âSo youâre looking for Cassie,â he commented inanely, looking for a safer topic.
Rasputin gave a brief snort of laughter. âDid I say that? Stupid way to put it. No sense looking for her. No, Iâm just waiting to be found. Sheâll know I got something for her, and sheâll come to find me. Donât you know that about her by now? Think on it. You ever been looking for Cassie and found her? No. Just about the time you give up looking and sit down someplace, who finds you? Cassie. Ainât that right?â
âYeah.â He chuckled slightly at the truth of it. âSo what you been doing lately?â
âI just told you. Getting laid, and listening to jump rope songs in the park. How âbout you?â
Wizard shrugged. âNot much of anything. Little magics, mostly. Told a crying kid where heâd lost his lunch money. Went to visit Sylvester. Saw an old man hurting on a street corner. Asked him the time, the way to Pike Place Market, and talked about the weather until he had changed his mind about stepping in front of the next bus. Was standing in front of the Salvation Army Store and a man drove up and handed me a trenchcoat and a pair of boots. Boots didnât fit, so I donated them. Trenchcoat did, so I kept it. Listened to a battered woman on the public dock until she talked herself into going to a shelter instead of going home. Listened to an old man whose daughter wanted him to put his sixteen-year-old dog to sleep. Told him âBullshit!â Old dog sat and wagged his tail at me all through it. Thatâs about it.â
Rasputin was grinning and shaking his head slowly. âWhat a life! How do you do it, Wizard?â
âI donât know,â the other man replied in a soft, naive voice, and they both laughed together as at an old joke.
âI mean,â Rasputinâs voice was thick and mellow as warm honey, âhow you keep going? Look how skinny you getting lately! Bet Cassie donât appreciate that in the sack; be like sleeping with a pile of kindling.â
Wizard shot Rasputin a suddenly chill look. âI donât sleep with Cassie.â
The big man wasnât taking any hints. âNo, I wouldnât either. No time for sleeping with something that warm and soft up against you. You donât know how many timesEuripides and I sat howling at the moon for her. Then you come along, and she falls into your lap. Her eyes get all warm when they touch you. First time she brought you to me, I saw it. Oh, oh, I say to myself, here come Cassie, mixing business with pleasure. Now you telling me, oh, no, ainât really nothing between us. You sure you wouldnât be telling me a lie?â An easy, teasing question.
âI donât do that.â Wizardâs voice was hard.
âDonât do what?â Rasputin teased innocently. âScrew or tell lies?â
âI tell lies only to stay alive. I tell the Truth when itâs on me.â Ice and fire in his voice, warning the black wizard.
âSay what?â Rasputin sat up straight on the bench, and his fingers suddenly beat a dangerous staccato rhythm on the bench back. Wizard felt his strength gather in his shoulders and watched the play of muscles in the black hand and wrist on the bench back. He felt the edge and dragged himself back from it. This man was his friend. He forced his voice into a casual scale.
âRemember who youâre talking to, Rasputin. Iâm the man who knows the Truth about people, and when they ask me, Iâve got to tell them. I have my own balancing points for my magic. One of