hadnât helped living in her grandfatherâs house with all the men coming and going.
Sheâd always felt like an outsider. Not always, she corrected herself. Not when her grandmother was alive, but she could barely remember those days anymore. Sheâd spent her school years fairly isolated. There was no having friends at school, her grandfatherâs men saw to that. Having two hulks go with her everywhere made her seem pretentious. Even some of her professors balked at them entering the classrooms. It had left her without many social skills. She didnât exactly relate well to others and kept to herself most of the time, even at home, although she did go dancing because she loved to dance.
The drive up to Elijahâs house was very long and winding. It was paved, but on either side, the land rolled away, wild and filled with trees and brush as far as the eye could see. This wasnât at all like her grandfatherâs manicured estate. The only flowers growing were wildflowers. She glimpsed a couple of oil wells as she drove along the fence line of his property, and she wasnât surprised. Bannaconni, his closest neighbor, was noted for finding oil, even in the most obscure places.
She slowed her car and pulled to a stop to stare out over the wild land. A part of her longed to leap out of her seat and just start running, lose herself there, in the middle of all that rough terrain. She sat there a long time, feeling tears on her face. She was lonely. Lonely at school. Lonely at home. Just plain lonely. She didnât have girlfriends to go out clubbing with. She didnât have boyfriends to take her to dinner or sit and watch movies with.
She had her grandfather, who these days seemed far away, cut off from her, more under the thumb of Paolo and Alonzo. She rarely saw her grandfather without one or the other of them close. In fact, her last three visits, sheâd never really been alone with him. They were continually at his side. Alonzo was ice-cold. Paolo stared at her hungrily, like an animal scenting something weak and ready to pounce.
She didnât consider herself weak. Just lost. She had no real direction. She had just finished school and had no more excusesto stay away. Sheâd spent most of her summers and vacations gaining hands-on experience in the vineyards, learning to care for the grapes. She stood to inherit everything. The vineyards and the winery. All of her grandfatherâs businesses. She had no other living relative. None.
She stared out into the wild, beckoning land. She needed to take some control in her life. Sheâd escaped to school, she realized. Ran away. She didnât want to be home anymore. It wasnât a sanctuary or a haven; it was an alien place filled with men who walked all over her. She needed to talk to her grandfather, without either Paolo or Alonzo around, and explain she was due a lot more freedom.
She had her own money. Her grandmother had left her a trust fund. Her parents had left her a second trust fund. She didnât need to stay under her grandfatherâs thumb if he disagreed with her. She needed to get some guts and actually confront him. It was time to get rid of the bodyguards. She was tired of living her life under the scrutiny of his army of men. She actually thought of them like that. Soldiers.
With a small sigh she took a deep breath and started up the drive again, toward the house. Her heart beat hard in anticipation of seeing Elijah. She hadnât really been close to him since that last dinner, when she was nineteen. Just as when she was fifteen, his gaze had rested on her more than once, making her heart pound just the way it was doing now. Given that her body seemed to be raging with runaway hormones, this wasnât the best time to be alone with him.
She decided to put the wine on his front porch and obey Paoloâs rule of staying out of the house. It was the only safe thing to do to keep from making an