everything else.â
âTo punish you?â
âYeah.â
She didnât ask, but he read the question in her eyes. What had you done?
He gave a casual shrug, as if what heâd done wasnât that big of a deal. Except that it was. He didnât need to tell Shelby the whole story, though. Only the part that most people knew.
âIâm his namesake. His only sonâs only son. Naturally, I was supposed to be a lawyer so I could take care of his legal affairs. But I dropped out of law school and became a teacher instead.â
âSo he pretty much disinherited you?â
âExcept for your farm, yes.â
âWhy the âyou canât sell this for ten yearsâ clause?â
âAccording to Richard, whoâs the trustee, Sully thought I was too headstrong. That I didnât think before I acted. Forcing me to keep the property was meant to teach me patience.â AJ leaned back in his chair and traced a pattern on the tablecloth. âFor all his faults, he was a visionary. The farmland around here becomes more valuable every year. The commute to Columbus isnât that far. Seems people want to raise their kids in the country.â
âI understand that.â
âI guess you do. Anyway, what the commuters donât get, developers will.â
âNot Misty Willow.â
âNor the rest of the acreage. I kind of like the land the way it is.â
âI wish I could have afforded to lease all of it now.â
âI wish you could have too.â Apparently, the numbers hadnât worked out for her to lease more than the thirty-two acres. At least thatâs what Richard had said. AJ wasnât sure what difference it made in the long run, though. He gave her an encouraging smile. âBut you have first options on the rest, and itâs not going anywhere.â
âI guess that means weâll be doing business again in the future.â
AJ lifted his glass of tea. âTo the future.â
A slow smile brightened Shelbyâs features as she clinked her glass against his. âTo the future.â
With her perfect timing, Tiff sidled to the table with separate checks and routine questions about to-go boxes. AJ paid both bills then escorted Shelby to her car. The moon hung low on the horizon, and only a few stars gleamed in the night sky.
Shelby clicked the remote to unlock the car. âThank you for supper.â
âThanks for letting me sit down.â Stepping in front of her, he opened the door.
âThank you for the key too. Tell your grandmother it means the world to me.â
âSheâll be glad.â
Shelby started to get in, then halted, standing so close her delicate fragrance beckoned him even closer. âYouâre very close to her, arenât you?â
AJâs throat tightened. âVery.â
âItâs hard. Losing a grandmother.â She stared past him. âThe pain eases, but it never goes away.â
âWould you want it to?â
She looked at him a moment, her eyes dark in the dim light of a nearby lamppost, then barely shook her head. âGood night.â
âNight.â
AJ stood on the sidewalk, staring at the taillights as she drove away. When she turned a corner, he jammed his hands in his pockets and strode to his Jeep. He envied her. Thatâs why he couldnât stop thinking about her.
He envied her passion for a rundown house. He envied her happy childhood memories. He was even jealous that she had kids.
There had been a time when he thought he could change the dysfunctional Sullivan legacy. Become a respected husband and loving father.
But God couldnât trust him with a family of his own. Not after the way heâd messed things up.
As he slid into his Jeep, he vowed not to think of Shelby Kincaidâs dazzling eyes or delicate features. Ever again.
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S helby opened the attic door, the hinges eerily squeaking, then