donât fit in.â
âFit in with what?â
âIâm not like you or Grandfather or even Uncle Quentin. Youâre all good men and Iâm not.â
âWhy, Son, none of us are perfect. Iâd hate you to know some of the things that Iâve done and some of the thoughts Iâve had. But we all grow and change. Brandon, you can become the man that you choose to be.â
Brandon raised his head, and his eyes met Stuartâs. There was pain in them, and he said, âThatâs the trouble, I guess. I have no desire to be noble.â
Stuart was stunned into silence. âWeâll speak of this later.â
They rode the remaining mile in silence, entered the drive leading to Whitehall, then dismounted, tied their horses to a railing and walked up to the gate. A guard took their names and left to seek permission for their entry. Stuart and Brandon walked over to a stone bench in a corner and took a seat
Brandon asked in a whisper, âDo you really think the Princess Mary will see us?â
Being here, at the palace, seemed to shake Brandon out of his introspection. Stuart was glad to seize the opportunity to talk of any subject with his son. âI was the Princess Maryâs playmate, in effect, when she was a child. Of course, I was older than she, but I would play with her. Her mother, Queen Catherine, encouraged me to come often. Iâve known Princess Mary a long time.â He paused, then said quietly, âI feel sorry for her, Brandon.â
The statement visibly shocked Brandon. âYou feel sorry for her? Sheâs a princess.â
âKing Henry was never kind to his children. He doesnât care about them really. All he wanted was a son, and then when he finally got Prince Edward, he wasnât the kind of son that King Henry wanted.â
âHe doesnât love Prince Edward?â
Stuart shifted in his seat. He didnât want to be telling any secrets, but it felt good to be in conversation with his son, and the subject obviously intrigued the boy. âKing Henry has never loved anyoneâexcept himself.â Stuart saw that this shocked Brandon again, and he added, âThe king wanted someone just like himself, and Prince Edward will never be that.â
Brandon shifted in his seat. âWhy not?â
âThe king was a strong young man, able to defeat any man in his kingdom with sword or lance. He was larger than most men, a sportsman. Prince Edwardâs nine now and could not be more different from his fatherââ
Stuart was pleased to see another servant with whom he was familiar return with the first. âItâs good to see you again, my lord. Itâs been a long time.â
âItâs good to see you too, Hanson. Youâre looking well.â
âGetting older, sir. Princess Mary will be glad to see you. You were always her favorite. Simply let me announce you.â
They waited, and Hanson soon returned. âCome along. Princess Mary is waiting for you.â
They followed the tall servant down the hall and entered a large room, where a woman rose and came to greet them. She was dressed in a deep-purple gown with a stiff pointed stomacher. She came forward, smiling at Stuart, and said, âWhy, itâs about time, Lord Winslow. You have forsaken us.â
Stuart bowed and kissed her hand. âClearly it was not my intention to do so, Princess. I beg your forgiveness. Iâve missed you greatly.â
Princess Mary was thirty-one years old. She had been an attractive child and by all reports had kept her looks for a while after she grew to maturityâbut there was something missing from her now. Stuart could not put his finger on it, but he knew that Mary was unhappy. Perhaps she always had been. Quicklyhe said, âI would like you to meet my son, Brandon. Brandon, the Princess Mary.â
âMy, what a tall fellow you are!â Mary moved to face him and extended her