the book again, shoved it deep into my backpack, and sat there, nervously tapping my foot on the floor until, finally, the bell rang. I had to get through two more periods before Iâd have time to investigateâand maybe by then Iâd feel calm enough to open the journal again. I told myself to act normal. Act like nothing interesting was going on. It was going to be a long afternoon pretending that I didnât have a talking book in my backpack, but I could do it.â¦
Sam and I were on our way out of class when Mr. McCarthy stopped me. âHey, Emma, I didnât know you kept a journal.â
I was calm. Cool. Perfectly normal. âJust got it today. Thought Iâd explore keeping a diary.â I gave him a big grin because everyone knows that teachers love students who do extra, unassigned work at home.
âItâs a nice book. Unique,â he said. âWhereâd you get it?â
I decided to be honest. âThe new librarian gave it to me.â
His expression was odd. âWe donât have a new librarian. I saw Mrs. Frankle at the staff meeting this morning.â
âAre you sure?â I asked. There was a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach, like I was at the top of a roller coaster, about to drop from the highest point. What was going on? No new librarian? âMaybe it was an assistant?â
âI donât think so.â
And with that, my mental roller coaster went over the edge, and I was in a free fall. My stomach flipped over, and I felt wave after wave of nausea.
âAre you sure?â I asked, one last-ditch effort. Maybe he was confused. âMrs. Frankle was here this morning as in todayâ
today, this morning
?â
âIâm positive, Emma.â Then, as if he had better things to do, my teacher said, âWell, time to get ready for the next class. Enjoy the journal, Emma. Happy writing!â
He pulled out a folder and began reviewing his notes. For him, the conversation was over. For me, it had just begun.
Sam was waiting for me at the door to walk to science together.
âWhat did McCarthy want?â
As she asked it, I blew past her, down the hall, running like an Olympic athlete into the library. I was out of breath, heart racing, brain on overload, when I shoved open the doors to findâ¦
Mrs. Frankle sitting at her desk.
âHello, Emma,â she greeted me. âCan I help you find something?â
âWhereâs the new librarian?â I asked in a voice that was way too loud. âThe young one with the funky eyes.â
âIâm the only librarian here,â she said in her library voice. âYesterday, today, and always,â she added with a throaty chuckle.
âWhereâs the cart?â I rotated on my heels to look for the cart with the journals. It was gone.
âWhat cart?â Mrs. Frankle said, coming to me. âThe book cart has been broken for a month. A wheel fell off, and itâs not in the budget to fix it.â She was clearly concerned about me. âSweetie, are you all right? Should I call your mother?â
âDuring recess today, there were journals on a cart right there!â I pointed to the empty spot near her desk.
My voice was so loud she put a finger to her lips. âShhh.â Then she whispered, âNo, there werenât. Iâve been here all day. No cart. No journals. No new librarian.â Mrs. Frankle put the back of her hand on my forehead. âHmmm. I donât think you have a fever. But to be certain, I think I should walk you to the nurse.â
I lowered my voice and assured her, âIâm okay. I had a bad dream last night about the library and came to check it out.â I pinched my lips together and added, âMust have been my imagination.â
Mrs. Frankle laughed and pushed up her glasses, which I realized were the same ones the other librarian had been wearing! âYouâre just like your mom. She