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messing around with Danetta and Niecy’s ass, we ended up getting wasted!
    I couldn’t take it anymore. It seemed like everything was coming at me at once, and I was so sick. I just wanted to feel better. Then it didn’t help that my girls came over with drinks on deck, and plans to turn up for the night.
    “Did you hear me Renee? What happened with Wayne the other night?” Niecy asked, with a sneaky grin on her face.
    I rolled my eyes at her ass. “Nothing at all! He took me to the doctor, brought me home and that was it. I told you, I can’t mess with no old ass man.”
    Danetta sucked her teeth with a huff. “You need to stop playing. Wayne will take care of you! I know you are tired of always having to call Diamond.”
    I straight gave Danetta the side-eye. She was speaking on something she had no business speaking on. Danetta and Niecy were my girls, but they didn’t know my story. They didn’t know what all that I’ve been through. So I let her slide with that comment.
    The only people that ever knew what happened to me were my parents. Well, I ended up slipping and telling Diamond last night when she stopped by to check on me. I didn’t mean to but I had to get it off some type of way. My mother was the one who usually consoled me. She was my rock, my shoulder, and now she was gone so I just needed somebody to talk to.
    My mother is the one that forced me to have Diamond. She was heavy into the church and religion. Her philosophy was that God never made mistakes, and that he gave me Diamond for a reason.
    I now saw the reason, and just thinking about her made me feel some type of way. I got up and poured my cup into the sink, excusing myself, heading to the bathroom. I promised myself and my daughter that I was going to get it together, and I had to do it.
    I ran the cold water over my face, and looked at myself in the mirror. All I wanted was a normal life. All I ever wanted was a fair shot. As much as I didn’t trust men, I even wanted love and a real family someday. I wondered if it was too late for that as I looked at myself in the mirror.
    A knock at the door, interrupted my deep thoughts, followed by Niecy’s voice. “Are you ready Renee?” She yelled, saving me from having an emotional breakdown. Just  a few seconds longer alone to my thoughts and I would have been an emotional wreck.
    “Yea, here I come. Give me a second.” I blinked back the tears, standing up straight. My eyes were glossy, and even I could see the pain written all over my face, but I did my best to cover it, as I walked out of the bathroom. I was going to have fun tonight, tomorrow would be a new day to start fresh and get my life in order.

Diesel
    I can’t lie, this little get together at Gotti’s house is live. He wasn’t playing when he said that he had some bad ones waiting for me. I had one sitting to my right, she was brownskin with a fat ass. The one to my left was a redbone with a pretty face.
    We were all laughing, joking, and kicking it. I could tell that baby girl to my right wanted me to come on to her so bad. She laughed super hard at everything I said, and she kept giving me that ‘come fuck me’ eye.
    I didn’t have time for no bitches. Knocking down any and everybody was getting old. I was on a mission to chase this money, until some woman magically appeared and grabbed my attention enough to keep it. I doubt that would happen and I was cool with it.
    “So what you gone do now that you’re back in the city? I know you not trying to get back into the game are you?” Gotti asked, taking a sip from his Heineken. We were sitting in his backyard around an expensive glass table chopping it up, while all types of exotic women roamed the yard, scantily dressed in their little bikinis. There were a couple of other men there, but for the most part, we were surrounded by women.
    I didn’t have to think about what Gotti had just asked me. I even gave him the screw face before answering. “Hell naw! That shit