not.â
âDenial alters nothing. You are who you were always meant to be.â
She threw her head back and glared at him. âAnd whatâs that?â
âMine,â he said.
Yes, her body answered. Her blood felt thick and hot in her veins and her heartbeat was jittering crazily in her chest. Staring up into those pale gray eyes unsettled her and she wondered if he knew that and played on it. How many other women had he brought here? How many others before her had he swept in and carried off?
âIâm not yours. Iâm not anyoneâs,â she argued as she eased to one side, trying to put some distance between them. It didnât matter what her body felt; her mind was in charge and that was how it was going to stay. âAnd Iâm not a witch. I didnât set fire to that man.â
âYou did,â he told her, his voice deep and even. âYouâre a hereditary witch, Shea Jameson. The power runs through your bloodline. Your aunt, your mother, you. Even now, I can feel your power emerging. Growing. You feel it, too.â
âNo,â she said, shaking her head wildly and looking around her for an escape that simply wasnât there. âLook, ever since my aunt Mairi was . . . burned at the stake, people have been watching me. The MPs. The Bureau of Witchcraft. Right after she died, I even changed my name and hid for a while. But even BOW didnât seem interested in me anymore. Itâs been ten years since Mairi died and Iâve never shown any sign of power. And I donât feel a damn thing emerging.â
âYouâre lying. To me. And to yourself.â He braced his hands on the railing on either side of her, effectively trapping her and holding her in place. âI was at the school. I watched the man approach. I waited for your power to erupt. For your survival instincts to force you to remember who and what you are.â
Shea glared up at him. âYou watched? You saw that man attack me and you did nothing?â
âIt was necessary for me to stand back while you unlocked your powers. Youâve been fighting against their emergence for too long.â
âThat man died ! â
âHe was nothing,â Torin said with a barely concealed sneer. âA predator. A human who lived his life on the misery of others. If you had not stopped him, he would have brutalized more women as he had done to others before you.â
âIt doesnât matter,â she argued, realizing that she was never going to be able to get the mental pictures of what sheâd done to that man out of her head. âThat doesnât give me the right toââ
âSurvive?â He snapped the word at her and Shea shoved ineffectually at his broad chest. He didnât even budge. But the contact between them sent heat flashing through her, like a sudden fever, enough so that she had to take a breath before she felt steady enough to say, âI didnât mean to kill him.â
âThen master your powers before it happens again.â
âMaster something I didnât know I had until today?â She laughed shortly and felt the sound scrape against her throat. âOf course. Why didnât I think of that?â She sighed, feeling the crushing weight of this oh, so miserable day fall down on top of her.
âYouâre not alone in this,â he said softly, drawing her eyes up to his again. âAs Iâve said, I am Torin. Your Eternal.â
âMy Eternal,â she repeated tiredly. âWhatâs that mean exactly?â
âIt means you are right where you are supposed to be, Shea Jameson.â He touched her cheek and she could have sworn she felt the heat of flames rising up in her again. âI will stand beside you in this.â
God, it was tempting to believe. To trust. To think that she wouldnât have to stand alone against whatever would happen next. But she couldnât do that.