morning,â
Lucky you. No job, just the house to look after. My mum has to do both. Doesnât she let me know. But Iâm not saying it. Swinging my legs. Looking down at my feet.
âAnd youâre sitting there reading your stupid romances.â
I want to say Iâm researching. For a project. It works with Mum. When Iâm looking at some specially gruesome website.
But the words donât come.
âNothing to say?â She folds her arms. Chin goes back into her neck. Iâm noticing that. Wondering how she does it. Noticing the apron. No shape. Covered in little flowers. Crossing over in front. Tied round the back.
âI give up. Iâve got better things to do than wait around here with you being so mardy. Your father will be back soon and Iâve got to get the tea. I was going to make hot buttered toast in front of the fire, but the way things are weâll have tinned spaghetti. And itâs your turn to wash up, my lady.â
I open my mouth. To remind her weâve got a dishwasher. But she turns. Leaves the room. With a spectacular slam of the door. Watch the blue dressing gown swinging on the hook. Grip the quilt on the bed.
I want to go home. I hate home. But I want to be there. Now. Badly. With my own mum. And my own stuff. There. Iâve said it. A hot tearâs running down my right cheek.
I wipe it off with the back of my hand.
There was a little knock on the door and the handle rattled. Marilynâs mind had drifted off for a few minutes, imagining being at university and her bedsit. She almost persuaded herself that everything wasnât happening, she was back at home. The knock made her jump. Nobody would knock on her bedroom door, they just came in. She put a hand to her hair, remembering.
âHolly!â
She sat up, wondering what to do.
âItâs Kyle, let me in!â
At least she knew who Kyle was, and that he was friendly enough. She got up and drew the bolt, then opened the door.
Kyle was standing there. She was beginning to know the tall figure with rounded shoulders. He looked like heâd lost something very important, and had no hope of ever finding it again.
Kyle walked into the room as if he was used to being in girlsâ bedrooms. No boy had ever been in Marilynâs room. Her mother would have gone mad. But Kyle seemed to be at home here.
He hesitated. âSorry, are you doing something? They let me out at the police station, but Iâm in big trouble.â
âWhat happened?â
âThey rang my dad and everything.â
Marilyn must have looked as confused as she felt.
âDadâs climbing the walls. And Joeâs found out about me borrowing his car.â
Marilyn didnât know what to say, but at least she could listen.
Kyle looked at her. âAre you okay? You still look a bit strange.â
She put a hand to her hair again.
âI â feel a bit strange. Can I tell you something?â
This was a big risk.
âCourse.â
She took a deep breath. âIâm not who you think I am.â
âI know, you never are. Thatâs why I like you, youâre never the same, and you always ask impossible questions.â
âNo, really. Iâm not â Holly.â
âAre you thinking of changing your name again?â
Marilyn gulped. âNo, not changing. My real nameâs Marilyn, Marilyn Bolton.â
âOkay, Marilyn Bolton.â Kyle smiled as if this was some kind of joke. âAnd where do you live, and how come youâre in Hollyâs bedroom? And how come you look exactly like her?â
âI live â here. Butâ¦â
âYou know, Holly, sometimes you take it all a bit far. Iâm in real trouble, and you have to have an identity crisis.â
âNo, itâs not that. I think â somethingâs happened. Iâm in the wrong time. What year are we in?â
âDonât be stupid. 2010. All