and locked the door.
Night came on and she was running back to Holler. She was going to tell Justine or Heatherâor whatever her real name wasâthat even if she wasnât on any posters at least she wasnât a whore. But the club was closed because it was Sunday and Justine was probably far away. Probably in another personâs bed. And that was okay, because Vienna wouldnât have yelled at anyone. Wouldnât have even opened the door.
She was home by nine, crying into the sheets. Her doctors said that was bad, too.
Stop it!
Vienna peeled herself from the bed and went to the sole dresser she owned. In the bottom drawer, buried under shirts and folded jeans she never wore, she felt the smooth edges of her Apple Air. She pulled it out and plugged it in, connecting a thin cable to the roomâs phone jack. Dressed in its aluminum shell, the computer looked sleekly sinister. But it was safe to use it tonight. She didnât work on Mondays until noon.
The log-in screen was forest green, without a single icon marring its surface. Grayfield had set it up that way. His kind voice filling his London flat, his silver hair smelling faintly of cinnamon. Vivaldi playing on a real phonograph because Grayfield said it sounded better that way. Vienna looked at the composerâs name and saw that heâd written his most famous works in a home for abandoned children. And it was just perfect, the way everything fit together.
With a theatrical sigh, Vienna pressed a key to call up hidden icons. She ordered the computerâs ghost fingers into the net. The screen filled with ads and banners. Donât look!
A pointless reflex arriving far too late. Fix your credit now! The secret to whiter teeth! And she knew every word. Earn 2,000⬠a week! Your stomach can be this flat!
Vienna closed her eyes to a squint and made certain the cursor was in the Google window. She typed out âJustine Am.â
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The Brussels Clay to Flesh shoot was set at the Atomium, a mansion-sized model of molecular iron left over from the â58 World Expo. Justine thought it looked like a chrome Tinkertoy on HGH, but she wasnât paid to think. She was paid to be in platinum hair, slate lipstick, silver nails, and the scratchy plastics of Dexter Collinsâs latest collection of highly textured, wildly popular, deeply symbolic crap. She fidgeted with the Velcro that anchored the towering shoulder pads.
The girl doing wardrobe looked increasingly suicidalâher big break shot to hell by the ludicrous getup. âCould be worse,â Justine said. âYou could be wearing it.â The humor fell flat. If the session bombed, Justine was too valuable to take the fall. Scapegoats would materialize down the food chain.
A rising crowd flowed around the yellow tape cordoning off Heysel Plateau. Those in front waved glossies from Justineâs recent projects. Careful not to upend the polymer subdivision on her shoulders, Justine scrawled her initials a few times while the lights and umbrella reflectors were being set up. As per recent instructions from James, she stayed near the cops who had been called in.
Justine could see Lower Town in the pastel distance. She heard cascading bells calling the faithful to Sunday morning mass. Was Nowhere Girl there now? Hypnotized by the threaded smoke of votive candles and praying that God might notice her at last? Long odds on that.
Justine turned back into the Atomiumâs latticework shadow. Mathews and his two assistants had the Brussels manikin decked out in a replica Coco Chanel little black dress. Bias-cut with full sleeves and a flawlessly proportioned V-neck. Theyâd sliced the seams and pinned it together over lifeless wood.
Mathews caught Justineâs thought. âOur tupelo lady fetched the better designer,â he said.
âUnderstatement of the decade.â
Justine remembered from the Clay to Flesh media guide that this manikinâs