feel.â
âItâs no big deal,â I say, hoping sheâll drop the subject before I start feeling guilty. The last thing I want is for Maddy to feel sorry for me when sheâs the real orphan. Plus, sheâs got a dumb ass for a boyfriend. She deserves my sympathy.
âAre you a scholarship student?â Agnes asks, squinting at me as if Iâm some kind of alien.
My ears grow hot. âNo.â
I look down, not wanting her to see the lack of privilege and breeding in my eyes. But, like a bloodhound, she keeps sniffing, keeps searching my face for clues. I want to ask her why sheâs such a bitchâdoes it come naturally to her or did it take years to cultivate?
âWhoâs paying for your education?â
My God, she just wonât quit.
âAgnes,â Maddy scolds, âyouâre being nosy.â
âItâs okay,â I say. âI donât mind.â But I do mind. I contemplate telling them the truth: about Nana, about our life in California and how Nana used up a large chunk of her savings to pay for my education, not because she cares about me, but because she wanted to get rid of me. But I canât make myself say the words. I wonât be bullied by this spoiled brat no matter who her dad is, so I say, âMy parents left me some money.â
âOh.â Agnes looks bored as hell. âSo, what made you decide to come to Wetherly?â
Bradâs naked body pops into my mind. But instead of telling her about the stupid incident that led me here, I just shrug.
Agnes smirks. Whether sheâs impressed by my apathy or simply annoyed, I canât tell. She glances at Maddy. Something passes between them, but Iâm not sure what it is. It seems like all night theyâve been mostly communicating nonverbally. Itâs like one can give the other a look and the other will know exactly what sheâs thinking, the way twins do. Or lovers. I envy their closeness. What would it be like to have a best friend who knows everything about me and still likes me? I chew on a fry while contemplating this.
âYouâre from California,â Agnes says.
âHowâd you know?â It was naive of me to think the interrogation was over.
âYour accent gave you away.â
âShe doesnât have an accent,â says Maddy.
âYes, she does. Itâs part Valley Girl, part surfer.â Agnes snickers. We make eye contact. âAre you from Los Angeles?â
I nod, not sure where sheâs going with this.
âI knew it,â she says, beaming.
I roll my eyes, but Agnes is too busy giving Maddy another nonverbal cue to notice. Then she touches Maddyâs hair and leans in to whisper something in her ear. To me, it sounds like, âSee? Iâm psychic too.â
Is she mocking me?
Maddy responds by giving Agnes a shove, and then the two of them burst into giggles like children.
âSo what did you say to Bobby to make him leave?â I finally ask.
Agnes stops laughing. âWho?â
âBobby. The guy at the bar.â
âOh, him . Iâd rather not say.â
âTell her,â Maddy says, sending Agnes another telepathic signal.
Agnes glances back at Maddy and then at me, and leans forward. She motions for me to do the same. She covers her mouth like sheâs going to whisper the answer and then ⦠nothing.
I wait, craning my neck further.
Finally, Agnes whispers, âBoo.â She laughs hysterically.
I shrug and act like I donât care, but all I can think is: bitch.
âThat was mean, Agnes,â says Maddy. âStop joking around. Tell Sarah what you said, what you always say when youâre in trouble.â
Agnes shrugs. âFine.â She looks me in the eye. âI told him I had a gun in my purse and that I wasnât afraid to use it.â
âAnd he believed you?â I ask.
âWhy wouldnât he?â Agnes says. âItâs true.