beyond the castle walls.â
âI know it. All who wish to witness this rite may attend. You canât, I know. Iâm sorry for it. It feels wrong. I feel the six of us, our circle, should be together at such a time.â
Her hand reached up for her cross again. âGeall isnât yours, I know that as well, but the moment of this, itâs important for what comes after. More than I knew before. More than I could have known.â
She took a shaky breath. âThey killed my father.â
âWhat are you saying?â
âI have to walk again. I canât sit.â She got up quickly, rubbing her arms to warm them from the sudden chill in the air, and in her blood. She moved through the courtyard into one of the gardens.
âI havenât told anyoneâI didnât mean to tell you. What purpose does it serve? And Iâve no proof, just a knowing.â
âWhat do you know?â
Easier than sheâd believed it would be to talk to him, to tell him, she realized, because he was also so to the point. âOne of the two that killed my mother, that you brought here. The one I fought.â She held a hand up, and he watched her draw in her composure again. âBefore I killed it, he said something of my father, and how he died.â
âLikely trying to get a rise out of you, break your concentration.â
âIt did that well enough, but was more, you see. I know it, inside me.â Looking at him, she pressed a hand to her heart. âI knew it when I looked at the one I killed. Not just my mother, but my father as well. I think Lilith sent them here this time because sheâd had success with it before. When I was a child.â
She continued to walk, her head bowed with the weight of her thoughts, her circlet glinting in the light of the torches. âThey thought it was a bear gone mad. He was in the mountains, hunting. He was killed, he and my motherâs young brother. My uncle Riddock didnât go as my aunt was close to her time with child. Iâ¦â
She broke off again as footsteps echoed, keeping her silence until the sound of them drifted away. âThey thought, those who found them and brought them home, they thought it was animals. And so it was,â she continued with steel in her tone now. âBut these walk like a man. She sent them to kill him, so there would be no child but me.â
She turned to him then, the torchlight washing red over her pale face. âPerhaps, at that time, she knew only the ruler of Geall would be one of the circle. Or perhaps it was easier to kill him than me at that time, as I was hardly more than a baby and kept close watch on. Plenty of time for her to send assassins back for me. But instead they killed my mother.â
âThose that did are dead.â
âIs that comfort?â she wondered, and thoughtâfrom himâit likely was an offer of it. âI donât know what to feel. But I know she took my parents from me. She took them to stop what canât be stopped. Weâll meet her on the battlefield come Samhain, because itâs meant. Whether I fight as queen or not, I fight. She killed them for nothing.â
âAnd nothing you could have done would have stopped it.â
Yes, comfort, she thought again. Oddly, his pithy statement gave her just that. âI pray thatâs true. But I know because of what was done, what was not done, what had to be, what comes tomorrow is more important than rite and ritual. Whoever holds that sword tomorrow leads this war, and wields it with the blood of my murdered parents. She couldnât stop it. She cannot stop it.â
She stepped back, gestured up. âDo you see the flags? The dragon and the claddaugh. The symbols of Geall since its beginning. Before this is done, I will ask that one more be hoisted.â
He thought of all she might chooseâa sword, a stake, an arrow. Then he knew. Not a weapon, not an instrument