responded with a nod. âRonan made mention of three brothers.â
âCavan, the oldest; then thereâs me; Lachlan follows; with Ronan the youngest.â
âRonan worried about Cavan.â
âCavan and Ronan were captured by barbarians during a battle. They were separated, and Cavan finally returned home after a year of captivity. He worries daily over Ronanâs fate,â Artair said. âHe also worries about his new wife, Honora, who is to give birth in a couple of months.â
âAnd Lachlan? Is he wed?â
That brought a smile to Artairâs face. âLachlan wed? Not likely. He likes women too much, as they do him.â
âRonan missed you all, especially his father and mother.â
Artairâs joy vanished as quickly as a snuffed out candle, and Zia realized the news wasnât good.
âOur father was murdered a few months ago, and while the culprit was caught and punished, my heart breaks to have to tell Ronan.â
âI am sorry for your loss. It must be difficult for your mother.â
âShe claims she is fine, but we all see how much she misses our father. They were together many years and never tired of each other. I never heard either of them speak ill of the other. They respected and loved each other from the day they met.â
âThey made a good match.â
âA perfect match, my father claimed, and urged all his sons to do the same.â
âYou look for a perfect woman?â she asked, curious.
His smile returned. âThere is no such thing.â
âIsnât there?â
âNo man or woman is perfect.â
Zia sighed dramatically. âWhen youâre in love, everything is perfect.â
âYou know this from experience?â
âNo, only from what Iâve been told, though Iâm looking forward to experiencing it firsthand. And what of you?â she asked. âHave you known love?â
âNo, duty comes before love.â
Ziaâs eyes popped wide. âYou would marry out of duty?â
âI almost did,â he said. âCavanâs wife Honora was to be my bride. We even exchanged vows.â
She gasped. âWhat happened?â
âCavan returned on my wedding day, but due to the marriage papers stating that Honora was to wed the next chief of the clan Sinclare, she was actually wed to Cavan and not me.â
âYou had no feelings for her at all?â
âI barely knew her. What mattered was that I was doing my duty as the next clan chieftain.â
âBut you said your father encouraged you to find love.â
Artair nodded. âYes he did, and I chose a woman who I felt would make a good wife, and in time I believed we would grow to care for each other.â
âCaring for a wife is far different from loving her.â
âCaring is an essential part of love,â he argued.
âI care for many. I wish to loveâpassionately loveâthe man I wed.â
âPassion eventually dies; caring lasts forever.â
She smiled. âPassion only dies if you let it, and it is not only the passion of intimacy I refer to, it is pure passion for life.â She stretched her hands up to the night sky. âLife is full of passion. You only need embrace it.â
Artair stared at her, his eyes narrowing.
âYou think me crazy,â she laughed. âBut I will take being crazy over your mundane sense of duty.â
âYou do your duty when it comes to your healing.â
With a huge smile, she hugged herself tightly. âWith joy and gratitude and tons of enthusiasm.â
Artair smiled, her zest contagious.
âWhat of your brother Cavan?â
âWhat of him?â
âHe found himself wed to a complete stranger. Didnât he object?â
âAt first, adamantly.â
âBut he realized his duty and did it?â she asked.
Artair nodded. âIt actually turned out well for him and Honora. They fell in