To the biographer, I mean. Oliver Gardner is one of my heroes, you know. A great writer. He inspired me to be a historian. Weâve got all his books.â
âOh. Yes. He was ââ Oliver reaches for the wine, and takes a sip, licking his lips before he starts to speak again. âYes, he was my grandfather. I was named after him.â
âGoodness. How wonderful.â
âHe was a ââ He takes another gulp of wine and frowns into the glass as if he can see something at the bottom. âYes. Wonderful.â
âSuch a pity he didnât come to live at Tymeâs End . . . I always hoped to run into him at the supermarket or something ââ She laughs, for no reason. Sheâs trying so hard to make him feel at ease that itâs embarrassing. âOf course he must have needed to live somewhere a bit more metropolitan â for his research, and â well . . .â
Thereâs a silence. I sit down at the table and try not to look at Oliver, in case he looks back. Iâm suddenly very conscious of my manky sweatshirt and messy hair.
âWell.â Mum pours herself a drink and then, as the pause lengthens, she leans over to adjust the angles of the knives and forks on the table, aligning them exactly. âSo, you must know Falconhurst quite well, then?â
âNo. Actually . . . no.â He swirls his wine round in the glass, making a tiny red whirlpool. He doesnât look up.
âOh.â Mum catches my eye and gives me a tiny, unexpected smile.
Sam says, âSo are you on holiday?â
âNo.â He keeps rolling the stem of his glass between his fingers, until the wine sloshes up and on to his hand. Then he seems to see it for the first time and puts it down on the table with a determined click. He looks round at us. âSorry, Iâm still a bit jet-lagged. No, Iâm here to â on business, I suppose. I own â I inherited Tymeâs End. When my grandfather died. I â I couldnât face coming back, before now.â He pauses and grins, without amusement, mocking himself. âItâs taken me ten years to screw up the courage.â
Mum blinks and fumbles quickly at the tablecloth. âOh â yes, of course â I mean, we never knew exactly who â but I should have ââ Sheâs gone red round her ears. âOh dear, I hope I wasnât being tactless. I . . . we were so sorry to hear about his death. It was in all the local papers, you know.â She stops.
Oliver nods and shrugs. It looks like heâs trying to smile. âIt was a long time ago.â
âIt must be ââ she says, in a spurt, and for a nasty moment I think sheâs going to say wonderful again. âA great responsibility. Tymeâs End, I mean. A house with so much history.â
He makes a kind of quiet choking noise. âYes.â
Dad says, from the kitchen doorway, âAll the tourists would love to see it open to the public, you know. And the historians.â He smiles at Mum. âAll the rabid academics, like Meg here. Still a lot of stuff being written about H. J. Martin. Theyâre desperate to have a proper look round, get it restored. Any thoughts in that direction?â
Mum says, âChristopher!â
âOnly asking, darling.â Heâs drying his hands on a tea towel, and he flaps it jocularly in Oliverâs direction. âNo offence. Itâs your house, naturally. Iâm only giving you an idea of local feeling.â
âIâm going to sell it.â
I swallow. For a split second, I can see Tymeâs End in front of me. I can smell damp, and things growing, and freedom.
âRight.â Dad drapes the tea towel over his shoulder. âI didnât mean you should donate it, necessarily, only that ââ
Oliver looks up, straight into his eyes. âI donât give a damn who I sell it to. Iâd raze the whole house to the