didnât.â
âWhy are we going over this again?â I said, moving toward the pot of soup simmering on the stove. âThereâs no point in it.â This conversation was now about whether or not I told her about the bad house and not about the bad house itself. This was not quite the way I wanted things to go, especially on Bethâs first day with me.
âHow about some soup?â I said, reaching for two bowls on a shelf above the microwave.
âWhat kind?â she said, reminding me that one of Bethâs tricks is to manufacture tension between the two of us. I think it gives her a buzz.
âSee if you can guess,â I said. Then she smiled and retreated. âThanks, Mom,â she said. âAndy doesnât do soup.â
I had to sit on the words I wanted to say out loud, namely, âOh, is that so?â or âI care?â But the poor child was pining for her erstwhile love. Who could blame her? Being dumped by a man is even worse than being fired from a job. Iâm a feminist and I donât care what other feminists have to say about itâit leaves a wound.
As we ateâin more silence than soundâit occurred to me that the man who had peed on the beach the day before was probably the owner of the monster house. It all fit. The trophy dog and the hat and above all, his attitude. âYou didnât happen to see a man when you were on the beach before? A man with hairy eyebrows and a dog. Not a lap dog, a big floozy poodle?â
Beth said she hadnât and wanted to know why I was asking. I told her I thought this man might be the owner of the house sheâd seen.
âWhatâs his name?â Beth said. âWhat do you know about him?â
âI think itâs Brenner. Heâs from somewhere on Long Island. I hear he builds hotels, or maybe itâs shopping malls. Everybody loves malls.â Beth said that Andy didnât; he wouldnât let her shop at one. Did she realize how bad this guy was for herâhow he was taking small bites out of her? Probably not: I had the feeling that she hadnât entirely absorbed the idea that Andy was no longer part of her life. And for all I knew, maybe he wasnât, maybe he was just playing games with her and heâd be back. I kept my big mouth shut.
Beth wanted to know if there was a Mrs. Brenner. I told her that the word was, there used to be a wife. âThey had three or four children together. Now thereâs a younger missusâmuch younger. Like a trophy wife. Heâs also got a trophy dog.â
âJeeze, donât you and your friends have anything better to do than gossip all day? When that weird woman was murdered last year, that was probably all you could talk about. Like September eleventh.â
âI donât know what Nine-Eleven has to do with the Tinkham murder, but why do you think she was weird? How was she weird? I just thought she was pitiful.â
Weird, Beth said, because she lived alone with a two-year-old off the main road and went to PâTown bars two or three times a week, where she picked up guys and sometimes brought them back to her house. âI call that weird.â
âI call it tempting fate,â I said. âAnd youâre right about the gossip. But it happened in our very own backyard. And no one knows who did it. For all we know, the killer may still be hanging out here.â
She looked at me as if she thought I was going a little mental. âWell, you never know,â I said.
âI donât know whatâs happening to this placeâthese hideous trophy houses andâ¦â
I interrupted her. âMaybe it isnât quite so bad, pet. Itâs the way youâre feeling about your own life that makes everything look so dark.â
I had my work to do and Bethâs problems were cutting into my psychic energy. That was how it should be, I told myself. This is your only and beloved