day I was sleeping my way through Langfordâs class. The bell rang and I didnât wake up. Everyone left but me. Langford tapped me on the shoulder.
âTruth time, Jeremy,â he said.
I woke up from a dream where I was running away from something. There was a long empty hallway. I donât know what was after me. I was in a daze. I pulled my fake tooth out of my mouth and looked at it. I couldnât remember where it came from.
âJust mellow out for a minute,â Langford said.
I yawned. âIf I was any more mellow, Iâd be dead.â
Langford looked unhappy. âJeremy, what happened to you? Itâs like someone scooped out your brain and threw it in a ditch. You fall asleep in class. Your grades are in the sewer.â
âMr. Langford, I should tell you, Iâm thinking of quitting school.â This had been building for a while. It had to be school or music. Not both.
âWhy?â he asked.
âYou wouldnât understand,â I said.
âTry me. Iâm all ears.â
âItâs just something I have to do.â
Langford looked upset. He shook his head and didnât say anything else. Then he walked away. I was left alone in a big empty classroom.
That night, driving to The Dungeon with Al and Drek, I told them what I was thinking about school.
âForget about school,â Drek advised me. âYou donât need it. Youâre going to be a legend in your own time.â
Drek had hated school and quit. He had always been a failure in school even though he was smart. Drek could read music and electronics magazines twenty hours a day. But school just never clicked.
âStay in school,â Al told me. He acted like a father sometimes. âSummerâs coming soon and you wonât have no homework to worry about.â
âSummerâs six months away,â I said.
âWell, hang in there.â
Great advice.
Chapter Seven
You know, I thought that would do it. Quitting school. Or at least my decision to quit school.
But I kept putting it off. Langford knew and the guys in the band knew that I had decided. I wanted to wait for the right time to tell everyone else. Truth time, like Langford had said.
I decided to tell Suzanne, though. Shealways wanted me to talk to her, but I never felt like I had anything to say.
âSuzanne, Iâve decided to quit school,â I said.
âJeremy, I didnât know you were in college.â
âHigh school. I still go to high school.â
Suzanne gave me one of her goofy smiles. âYouâre not telling the truth.â
âNo, Iâm younger than you. I should have told you. Iâm not supposed to be playing here. Or drinking this beer.â I took a long hard swallow.
âI bet youâre a virgin, too,â she said.
âWhat?â
âSex,â she said. âI bet you havenât had any.â
âHow would you know?â
âIâm just guessing,â she answered. The conversation had turned weird awful quickly. And I wasnât going to own up to the fact that I had never had sex.
âJust because Iâm young, it doesnât mean Iâve led a totally sheltered life,â I said, maybe a bit too defensively.
âI believe you,â she said. She bit her lip. âAnd I donât care how old you are. I like you just the way you are.â
âWell, Iâm glad thatâs out of the way.â
âBut I think itâs fine youâre quitting school. I never felt free until I was out of school.â
âYou finished?â
âWell, yeah. But I didnât have anything better to do.â
The break was over. Time to crawl back into the music. âJust donât tell anyone, please,â I said.
âI wonât.â Suzanne went back to her drink. I went up on stage. Thunderbowl began to wail.
Halfway through the set, I noticed that a guy had sat down with Suzanne. It was Ike from