filigree shaped in the head of an ass. âWhen you see him, use the password.â
âFine. Um, if Iâm to play the merchant, Iâll need money. More than usual.â
He reached into his desk and pulled out a small purse. âThis will get you as far as Venice. Brother Timothy will give you a letter of credit on our account there.â
âIâm going to Venice? Thatâs a little out of the way.â
âNot necessarily. Even this late in the year you can probably find a boat to take you across. Itâs safer than by land. Word has reached us that the Serbs and the Croats are at it again.â
âWhatâs the Guild position on them?â
âAh, I wish one of them would do the other in so we could stop worrying about it,â he grumbled. âNo, I never said that. The Guild takes no position. Weâre trying to get them to come to terms. In the meantime, that road is risky, so go to Venice. Check in with Domino while youâre there. Heâll have the gossip on Orsino if there is any.â
âAll right, Father.â I turned to leave, then turned back somewhat guiltily. âIâm afraid Iâll have to miss the Feast.â
He nodded sadly. âI heard you were going to portray me,â he said. âI was looking forward to that. But there may be nothing to miss.â
That was disturbing. âWhat do you mean?â I asked.
He stared at the fire again, absentmindedly massaging his brows. âNominally, Rome thinks that it controls the Guild, and we prefer to let it think so. But thereâs been an unusual amount of backlash against the Feast, more than just that idiot bishop in Paris. Our Pope Innocent is turning out to be anything but. The Church is under attack because people are finally wondering why they have so little while the wardens of Christ have so much, and His Holiness is becoming very sensitive about ridicule. And that includes the Feast of Fools.â
âBut thatâs ludicrous. Itâs a harmless ritual.â
âNot a bit of it, Theo. Itâs subversive. It undermines the foundations of the edifice even while they pile more gold leaf on the dome. Which is precisely why the Guild developed the Feast. Rome doesnât know that, but it knows it doesnât like it. Weâre using what influence we can to keep it from issuing an absolute ban. If it merely expresses disapproval, weâll be all right, but it could get very dicey for us. Thatâs another reason I wanted to keep you around here. However, I think I can spare you for a little while. When you see Domino, fill him in so he can use his influence in Venice on our behalf.â
âYes, Father.â I turned to go.
âTheo. There is one more thing.â
I turned back again. He came around the desk to take my hand between his.
âI would like you to come to confession before you go,â he said.
My heart sank. âI canât, Father. I have yet to absolve myself. How can I go to you?â
âItâs not just your life that I worry about, my boy. I have to worry about your immortal soul. And I do care about what happens to you.â
âIâm not ready yet, Father. Maybe when I return.â
He patted my hand and released it. âThen make sure you do return, Theo.â
âAnd you make sure youâre still alive when I get back.â
He laughed for the first time. âGo on, lad. Itâs a pact.â I turned once more. âTheo,â he called as I left the room.
âYes, Father?â I replied, leaning into the doorway.
âFind Malvolio. Find out what he knows of the Guild, and who heâs working for. Then give him a good Christian burial.â
âYes, Father.â I walked down the hall.
âTheo!â he called.
âYes, Father?â
âIt doesnât particularly matter to me whether heâs alive or dead when you bury him.â
âYes, Father.â And I