playground.â
âMom!â he protested. âI would never!â
âJust like you would never pick your nose?â
âI donât! I quit!â
âI certainly hope so.â She swooped up her purse from the granite counter. âOkay, weâre off. Winnie, tell Sandra she better get a move on.â
âSandra!â I bellowed, arching my head toward the living room, which led by way of traveling air molecules to Sandraâs upstairs bedroom. âGet a move on!â
Momâs look said, Gee, Winnie, thanks , but she didnât bother to scold me. She strode out the back door, and Ty scurried after her.
Several minutes later, Sandra thundered downstairs, her hair flying and her Chuck Taylors unlaced. She didnât take the time to grab a package of Pop-Tarts. She didnât even glance at me. âLetâs go,â is all she said.
Uh-oh , I thought. Bad mood .
In the front seat of her rattly old BMW, which sheâd saved up for herself last year, I waited for her to spill. She didnât.
âWhatâs wrong?â I finally asked.
âNothing,â she said.
I gazed out the window. Sandraâs cell phone, visible in the pouch of her messenger bag, played a snippet of an old Doors song: âHello, I love you. Wonât you tell me your name?â
âWant me to answer it?â I asked.
âNo, I do not.â
I fished it out and checked the name. âItâs Bo.â
She snatched it before I could press the green âtalkâ button.
âI said no ,â she snapped. âWhat do you not understand about that?â
I shrank. Sandra was often a grump, but not usually a mean grump. And why wouldnât she want to talk to Bo, whom sheâd been going out with for two years? Bo was the most perfect guy in the world. He was captain of the high school baseball team. He was funny and sweet and had muscles, but not in a cheesy way. He loved doughnuts.
Plus he was nice to Ty and me, and not to impress Sandra. Sometimes heâd show up at our house before Sandra got home, and heâd hang out and watch Oprah with us. Or Ellen , which was becoming my new favorite. Not Dr. Phil. Ty would force Bo to admire the spear heâd made or whatever, and Bo would give him ideas about how to make it better, like soaking a leather shoelace in water and wrapping it around the part where the arrowhead was attached, so that when it dried, it was super tight and looked all authentic.
I loved Bo. I was probably a little in love with Bo, even though I was also intensely in like with Lars.
âAre you guys having a fight?â I asked Sandra.
âNo,â she said.
Then why donât you want to talk to him? I wanted to say. But I didnât, because the energy she was radiating told me Iâd only get barked at. I was very much a wimp when it came to conflict. Anyoneâs conflict. Cinnamon would tell me about these knockdown, drag-out screaming matches she had with her dad, over stupid stuff like her cell minutes or how much time she spent on the Internet, and part of me would be in awe. At the same time, just hearing her stories made my stomach get tight.
Sandraâs phone stopped ringing. A few seconds later, it did its voice mail bleep.
âDo you want me to check it for you?â I asked timidly.
âNo. And I donât want you asking about it. I donât want you talking at all.â She glared at me. âDo you think you can do that?â
She said it like I was a baby, like, Do you think thatâs remotely possible? Do you think, maybe, you can get that through your head?
It stung. I had my own boy problems, not that sheâd ever asked. And Ty was the baby, not me. Although even Ty had girl problems, apparently.
We rode the rest of the way in silence. She dropped me off at the junior high building, and I got out without looking at her.
âBye,â she said grudgingly. There might have been a