snack food since she hasnât been grocery shopping in a week. She claims with the move it doesnât make sense to shop so we have been eating all of these bizarre things in the pantry like canned pears and boxed curry rice with raisins.
âYou studied? Really?â asks Mom, her eyebrows raised. âOkay, Iâm going to trust you on this one.â Her voice rises. I hate when she gets all weird and parent-y on me.
âMom, weâre kinda in the middle of a Leadership meeting. But Iâm surprised youâre home at all.â
She sets her photography equipment down on a cardboard box marked knickknacks, and glances at me so that her eyebrows knit together into a unibrow. âYou know, Iâm not happy with your attitude lately, Taffeta. Weâre in the middle of a move here, and youâre not exactly helping. Maybe there would have been a better place to meet.â Her eyes flick over to Petra and Caylin. âLike one of your friendsâ houses where they arenât in the middle of packing.â Hergreen eyes go squinty and she clenches her jaw.
âAs far as I knew, this was still our house,â I snap.
She glares at me, and for a moment I wait for a real punishment, but I know she wonât do anything. She feels too guilty about leaving me alone all the time. She licks her dry lips that havenât seen lipstick in ages. She pinches her nose like sheâs got a headache. âYes, of course, itâs still your house. Itâs just thatâ¦Iâm sorry but Iâm just a little stressed. With the move and everything.â She nods at the wall of boxes labeled FM for family room and CL for closet. âCan you believe it, girls? Weâre really out of here.â
No, I cannot believe it. Please stop talking about it. I am starting to regret bringing my friends over to my house for the very last time. I have told them over and over that this move to the Sierra Garden Apartments is only temporary. Until Mom finds us the perfect condo, and when Dadâs movie deal comes through weâll move into a new house.
Mom suddenly smiles brightly, which makes me nervous. âI forgot to mention this, Taf. But the yearbook advisor asked me to help shoot Winterfest, which means Iâll be able to take close-ups of you at the dance on your birthday. I thought since you guys are planning the dance you could give me someinsight on what kind of lighting Iâll need. You have such good ideas.â
Whatâs she talking about? My mother is actually going to be taking photos at the dance? I give a knowing look to Caylin before asking, âAre you serious about taking pictures at Winterfest? Please say youâre not.â
âCould I be detecting a little embarrassment on your part?â She stomps over to her photography bag and throws it over her shoulder. âDonât worry,â she says, holding up her hand. âI wonât think of talking to you. Iâll just talk to Tosh.â
âYouâre taking Tosh to my dance?â
âOh, forget it.â Mom snaps a piece of sugarless gum in her mouth. âYouâll thank me when youâre forty and you have those pictures.â She stuffs her dark, weedy hair into a ponytail holder. I remember when it used to look great. Whatever happened to her cutting her hair in layers? Caylin has assured me a thousand times that it is just a stage in the whole Iâm a divorced woman saga. âWhen theyâre bummed out, they keep eating. Try to be supportive,â is her mantra.
Iâve tried. Really. Once I went out and bought her this really great French shampoo. From the looks of it, she hasnât been using it.
âRemember when I made that mermaid birthday video?â asks Mom. âArenât you glad we have that? I think you were turning nine. It was called Little Mermaid Ernestine .â
My insides shrink and Mom freezes. When she glances at me, her face turns as