U.S. president a while back.
âYou must be Elyse. Iâm Andy, Andy Kane,â he said, not waiting for an answer about Christian. He smelled like mint and expensive cologne and just beneath that, the faint odor of cigarettes.
Behind me, Vanessa and Kirby continued their good-natured teasing, sipping their daiquiris. All around us, party guests drank and laughed, nibbling cheese and those eraser-shrimp from small plates, and this manâs eyes were on my scar. I could feel them, behind their glassy politeness, burning through my shell necklace.
âWhat . . . um . . . what . . .â
What happened. Ask me what happened. Ask me why I canât speak.
âWhat can I get you to drink?â He pointed at me again. âCoke? Seltzer?â
I held up my glass, still half-full of strawberry-banana daiquiri.
âYouâre all set, then. Good.â
I nodded.
âSo. I understand weâre going to be neighbors,â he said.
I nodded.
âFor the whole summer, that right?â
Nodded, nodded.
It was getting pretty awkward, me waiting for Andy Andy Kane to say what he wanted to say, him going on not saying it. I tried to extract myself, edging back toward Kirby and Vanessa. Somehow he kept finding more words.
âHave you met the rest of my family?â he asked, looking around. âI donât know when heâll grace us with his presence, but Christianâs my oldest, the birthday boy. Just finished up his freshman stint at Stanford. Sebastianâs the little guy, heâs running around here somewhere. Meredith, my wife? I know sheâd love to say hello.â
The way he talked about them felt like a sound bite, a clean arrangement of words heâd mastered but never really meant.
Silence was a fishhook, catching secrets and tugging them from beneath the surface. Since losing the ability to speak, Iâd learned to observe, to watch and listen when others had all but forgotten my presence. In ways Iâd never noticed before, Iâd seen bodies defy words, how a personâs eyes and hands revealed truths their mouths were trying so desperately to deny.
More than a stolen smoke break, Mr. Kane was hiding something. An old wound, perhaps. Some thinly concealed resentment.
âShall we?â His arm was extended in front of him, and it took me a beat to realize he wanted me to lead the way into the gallery, to find and meet his family.
His wife, however, was on her way to meet us.
With one hand glued to her phone, Meredith Kane power-walked across the gallery. When she reached us, she smiled at me without showing her teeth, then looked at her husband.
âI canât get ahold of him,â she said. In a sleek brunette bun, crisp white blouse, and navy dress pants, she looked even more polished than her husband. Kirby had told me that both Kanes ran their own tech businesses from homeâhe had started some big-deal social networking platform, and she built websites for other tech companies. Wherever the Kanes went, it was clear that the work went with them. Even to their sonâs birthday party.
âDid you start with him again?â Mrs. Kane asked. âBecause I thought we agreed this morningââ
âMeredith.â His eyes flicked to me, then back to his wife, pleading. âCan we notââ
âSo check this out,â Vanessa said. She came around the front of the island and stepped between us. It was like she hadnât heard them bickering, just hopped up on a barstool, legs dangling. âAt school this year, my friends and I caused some major capital- D drama. It was in the paper and all, and one of the reporters gotsnarky and called usâready?âfeminist killjoys. Direct quote.â
Vanessa tossed her long, chestnut hair over her shoulders. She kept her eyes on me as she laughed at the story, but the look was as friendly and curious as ever, assessing but not