was such hardness in his eyes and on his lips. Was the man totally heartless? Didnât he feel anything for the helpless child in his arms?
If it hadnât been for the girl still feeding in her arms, Justine would have ripped the baby away from him and ordered him out of the house. As it was, however, she was hardly in a position to vent her feelings to him.
But she would someday, Justine silently promised herself. Someday sheâd let him know what a selfish, heartless man he really was.
From out of nowhere, hot moisture blurred her vision. She shut her eyes and swallowed at the unexpected rush of emotion. This wasnât like her to get teary and mad and vindictive. Normally she was a loving woman. But Roy Pardee, or the thought of him, had never left her feeling normal.
The sound of a vehicle caught both her and Royâs attention. Rising up in the rocking chair, Justine glanced out the window. Her heart immediately dropped to her stomach.
âItâs my aunt,â she told Roy.
He nodded.
Moments later, a screen door banged and the patter of racing feet on Spanish tile grew closer. Then, suddenly, the running footsteps stopped and Charlie, her five-year-old son, stood just inside the living groom, his wide blue eyes going from his mother and the baby in her arms to the strange man on the couch.
âItâs all right, darling. You can come on in,â Justine told him gently.
With a cautious eye on Roy, the boy scurried to Justineâs side.
âMommy, where did you get the baby? Who is that man? Heâs got a baby, too!â
Justine cast a glance at Roy. He was staring at her and Charlie, his eyes squinted to slits, his jaw rigid. She couldnât tell exactly what he was thinking, but it was quite clear that the appearance of her son wasnât pleasing to him. And suddenly she knew sheâd been right all those years ago. She could stop beating up on herself, stop feeling guilty. Roy Pardee hadnât been father material then, and he wasnât now.
âYes, honey. Mommy found the babies, and the sheriff has come to help find out where they belong.â
Smiling with instant fascination, Charlie carefully touched the red fuzz of hair on the girl twinâs head. âShe has red hair like you, Mommy!â
Justine smiled at her sonâs observation. âShe sure does. Now, will you go get Aunt Kitty? The sheriff would like to speak with her.â
Charlie glanced curiously over at the man and the baby on the couch, then started toward the door. âAunt Kitty had to go to the bathroom! Iâll get her!â
Charlie raced out of the room. Once the boy was out of sight, Roy released a long breath he hadnât realized heâd been holding.
âYou have a son?â
The sound of his low, gravelly voice caused Justine tojerk ever so slightly. She looked up from the baby and over to him. There was an odd look of betrayal on his face. As though he knewâ¦But no, she swiftly assured herself. He couldnât know anything. No one, not even her sisters, knew that Roy Pardee was Charlieâs father.
Chapter Two
J ustineâs chin unconsciously tilted upward. âYes. Charles is my son.â
Of course, it had been obvious when the boy called her Mommy. But hearing Justine admit it out loud was like the blow of an ax to Roy.
His face like chipped granite, he said, âSomeone told me youâd been engaged to be married, then later I heard the marriage had been called off. But I didnât know youâd had a child back then. Did youâ¦ever get married?â
Roy hated himself for asking. He wanted to appear indifferent. He wanted to be totally disinterested, but he couldnât be. Justine Murdock had done something to him all those years ago. Sheâd shown him heaven and then shown him hell. Sheâd given him. his first true love lesson. One that heâd never forget. There wasnât such a thing as real love.
âNo.