only question was, how?
He was pretty sure there would be groveling involved.
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âLook at you,â Emily scolded. âIf you donât pull it together, youâll never get out of this place. Thereâs a sunny window somewhere out there just waiting for you.â
The Abutilon hybridum, commonly known as a Canary Bird Flowering Maple, sat on the isolation table near the rear of the nursery, looking wilted and sick, its leaves pale and drooping pathetically. Emily plucked an errant brown leaf. âItâs not aphids and I donât see a fungus.â
She checked the undersides of the leaves for signs of mites. âYour brothers and sisters are healthy. Whatâs the deal?â
âDo they ever answer you?â
At the unexpected voice, Emily let out a squeal of surprise and spun around. She knew who it was even before she saw Matt standing behind her. Her heart gave an appropriate flutter at the sight of him.
Damn him for always looking so good, for bringing back memories that were better off forgotten.
âIn a manner of speaking, they do,â she said. âItâs been scientifically proven that plants respond positively to verbal stimuli.â
He nodded thoughtfully and gestured toward the sickly plant. âMaybe this one is hard of hearing.â
She had to stifle a smile. He always did have a good sense of humor, and the ability to make her laugh. Heâd been the brightest point in her life. Her life had grown dim since then, but she was used toit. She liked it that way. It was tough for people to hurt you, to disappoint you, if you kept them at armsâ length.
âWhat do you want, Conway?â she asked. âI thought we agreed to stay out of each otherâs way.â
âYou have my binder with the restaurant specs and I need it for tomorrow. The decorator has my only other copy.â
Heâd only wanted his folder. Why would she even think he would want to see her for any other reason than business? Why would he be interested in someone like her when he could have a thousand other women? Beautiful, feminine women.
And why did she feel disappointment instead of relief?
âI get it for you and youâll leave?â she asked.
âScoutâs honor.â
âStay here, Iâll be right back.â She brushed past him, far too aware of the energy vibrating from his body, and headed toward the front of the building. The man was a walking powerhouse, and even worse, he knew it. Stepping into her miniscule office, she grabbed the binder off her desk, but as she spun around to leave she slammed hard into Mattâs chest. The heat radiating from his skin scorched her and she jerked away, bumping the backs of her thighs against her cluttered desk. âWhat are you doing in here?â
He reached behind him and closed the door. âGiving us some privacy.â
âYou said you would leave. You did the Scoutâs honor thing.â
He gave her a wide, toothy grin, looking just like the old Matt. âI was never a Scout.â
That was exactly the kind of stunt the old Matt would have pulled. He looked like the old Matt, and he was acting like the old Mattâ
No. No way she would let herself even consider that. She didnât want to like him. If she started to like him a little, that might grow into liking him a lot. Then he would leave and she would never hear from him again. No thanks. âWhat do you want from me, Conway?â
âI just want to talk to you. Iâveâ¦missed you.â
âYou missed me? That would explain why you stopped calling. Never once visited. Yeah, you sure seemed broken up about it.â
âYour parents came out to visit me. You could have come with them.â
Sheâd wanted to. It had torn her to pieces to watch her parents leave, knowing they would see Matt. Knowing how badly sheâd wanted to see him, too. And knowing it just wasnât an option. Not if her