real. Questions?â
I had a dozen, starting with, âHow old are you, reallyâforty?â
But nobody else said anything so I kept my mouth shut. I did notice Vicky was looking at him with this funky sort of hungry expression.
âWednesday weâll meet again and start imanifesting. Until then, thanks for coming!â
That was it. We stood up like it was the end of a class and moved for the door. No one hung back to talk to Ethan. Like I said, he had this âteacherâ vibe, and no one hung back to talk to teachers unless they were failing.
Knowing how the whole not-being-talked-to thing felt, I gave him a nod. My nods are quick, jerky things. You have to be watching to catch them. He caught it and nodded back, this little smile frozen on his face as he smoothly moved his chin up and down. It was, like, a little too-perfect nod.
I didnât know whether I wanted to be his friend or drive a stake through his heart.
Thankfully, no one bothered glaring at me as we left. I guess they were all thinking about Ethan. Vicky kept looking over her shoulder at him, like he was a UFO, so I turned back once or twice myself. I couldnât tell if he was disappointed or excited with how the meeting had gone. Just like I didnât know if going to this stupid meeting about this stupid book had helped me with Vicky or not.
As we walked, I tried to say hello to Erica again, but she was still too busy writing in her spiral-bound. I wondered if she took showers with that thing. This was an interestingthought, so I started imagining her taking showers, she and her journal all covered in suds.
Vicky, breaking my concentration, gave me a bubbly smile and said, âSo? Whatâd you think of the meeting?â
I opted to grunt.
She shook her head, reached into her backpack, and pulled out a brightly gift-wrapped present.
âHere,â she said.
âWow,â I said. âThanks!â
I love presents. Theyâre, like, not only free, they also mean someone likes you enough to give you something. I was pretty happy for a second there, until I realized what it was. The giveaway was a little bronze pin on top of the ribbon, diamond shaped with a â1â in the centerâthe symbol of
The Rule of Won.
âOh.â
The symbol was also on the cover of the paperback inside the wrapping. Joy.
âYou couldnât spring for the DVD?â I asked, half joking.
She leaned over and put the pin on the collar of my over-shirt. Itâs an old green service station shirt, complete with some oil stains. Joey gave it to me. I usually wear it over a T-shirt. With the pin on it, it suddenly felt totally goofy.
âVicky, Iâm not sure about any of this.â
Actually, I was pretty sure I didnât want anything to do with this Crave crap, but I didnât want to tell her that. âHow about you give me a campaign button instead?â
Her lips curled. âUh . . . not so sure that would help my campaign, you know? My opponentâs already making a big deal about how you and I used to date.â
âUsed to? Wait a minute . . . did we stop?â
She pushed the book flat against my chest, like sheâd get it inside me one way or another. âRead it,â she said. âItâs not long, and there are lots of pictures. Let it change you.â
âVicky . . .â
She poked a long nail into the â1â pin on my shirt. âAnd take your Crave seriously.â
âVickyââ
âJust for two weeks, okay? If it doesnât work, if it doesnât help you, then quit. Okay? But please? Two weeks? Next meeting is Wednesday.â
âFine,â I said. Ignoring her whole âused toâ comment, I asked, âWant to walk to Java Jive and grab someââ
She shook her head. âSorry, Caleb. Iâve got lots of homework and a campaign speech to polish.â
Before she turned, she flashed a big grin. âMaybe you